the love that i give

Limits

Shit, it's starting again...

My dress was stained with blood as well as the couch

I suddenly feel dizzy, I try to walk but I can't, I'm shaking and I feel weak

I pick up my phone from the table and try calling Kay cause I can't scream,

She isn't picking up, I try calling Vanessa but she won't pick up as-well

I drop my phone and start walking slowly towards the stairs. I hold onto the stair rail and start going down slowly but I'm in so much pain

I was about to put my leg on the second to the last step when my vision became blurry and I missed a step and fell,

"Elyssa!" I heard someone scream, I couldn't figure out who it was as my eyes weren't so clear and I was dizzy

"My med..icine.." I pulled as I pointed towards the cabinet

"Raise your head" I heard another voice say, they then put water in my mouth and put the medicine inside one by one

I laid there on the spot where I fell for sometime

After feeling a little bit relieved, I sat up and opened my eyes to find Mike, Kay and Chris in-front of me

"Thanks" I said slowly, "what happened again?" Chris asked,

"I don't know I just feel dizzy and I noticed I started bleeding again, but I don't know why cause it's not that time of the month yet" I said

"I think you should call your doctor" Kay said, "my phone is on the table up stairs" I said and she quickly went up,

"Where's Derrick and why didn't he help you down or take your medicine?" Mike asked

"I wasn't in the room I was sleeping in the living room" I said

"Why? Don't tell me it's cause of the argument you guys had?" Mike asked again

"I do not have the strength for this right now Mike, I noticed I said some offensive words, but I'm not going back on what I said" I said as I struggled to fold my legs

Kay later returned with my phone. I took it and dialed my doctors number and he immediately answered

Me: hello doc
Dr: hello Miss Daniels is everything okay? It's quite late
Me: no doc, I suddenly started bleeding, it's not that time of the month yet and I'm constantly taking my medication so I'm wondering what the problem might be?

Dr: oh I understand, have you been stressed lately? Cause if you do everything you have to do, then I think you have to be okay or else stress also plays a big role in this situation. You need a lot of rest and also do not think a lot cause then it affects even your health. Are you in town?

Me: I have been stressed lately but for the resting part, not so sure, I'm not in town doc
Dr: okay okay just rest a lot, when you are town immediately come for check up
Me: okay doc thank you very much
Dr: no problem, any other thing, just give me a call
Me: yes doc

I turned the call off, "nothing too big, just stress related that's why I suddenly started bleeding but when we get back I have to go for check up" I told the people in-front of me as I struggled to get up and walk upstairs

"Need help?" Mike asked, "no it's okay, sorry for disturbing you guys" I said

"It's okay, let me help you I insist" Kay said

She then came and held me while Mike supported me from behind and they took me to the room

"Derrick" Mike called out as we got into the room but there was no response