the love that i give

Dark nights

⚠️warning⚠️: this chapter will contain vulgar words, vulgar actions and intimacy, if you won't feel comfortable reading, feel free to skip....

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We left the rooftop and everyone else went to their various rooms

I changed into my pajamas and went to the bed, just laying there, thinking about everything

I'm still in awe of everything that has happened , at this point, I don't think I ever wanna let go

I know what I have got myself into once I said yes to Derrick and I'm ready for the consequences

"Hey babe" he said as he walked into the room from the balcony with a cigarette in between his fingers

"Derrick you know better than bringing a cigarette into the room" I said looking at him

He knows I am allergic to the smell, I swear I'm going to kill him,

"Relax tiger, I just wanna see your face" he said laughing

"Then quickly finish outside and come inside" I said smiling,

"I think I'm gonna die if I don't see you for one minute" he said holding his chest

I started laughing while closing my eyes, "okay I'm coming, go out now or else the room will be smelly" I said trying to wake up from the bed

He nodded and walked outside, what have I gotten myself into?

I put my bathrobe over my nightgown and went outside cause it's fuckn cold, and this nut head is shirtless

"Aren't you cold?" I asked him as I stepped outside

"Not anymore, cause I got you to warm me up" he said pulling me and placing me in between him and the balcony and he was hugging me from behind

"Derrick" I called him while staring blankly into space,

"Mhm?" His deep voice sounded in my ear sending chills down my whole body,

I didn't say anything and just smiled and leaned more into his body,

"Ain't you gonna say anything?" He asked and his voice again in my ears, this will be the death of me

"Can you hug me more?" I asked, he chuckled and whispered in my ear,

"Does my baby want me?" He asked and this sent chills down my whole body again, is he doing this on purpose?

No shit I do want you Derrick, if only I could say this straight to his face

"I'm going to bed, I'm tired" I said as I removed his hands from my waist,

He could only stare at me in confusion without saying anything,

I got into the room and removed my bathrobe and hung it back where it has to be, can't he see signs?

I mean I have been wanting him to myself and more for a long time now, can't he ask me if I want it?

Fuck this shit

I walked back outside and turned him to face me, he put his phone in his pocket and looked at me,

This gorgeous brown eyes of his is what is making me go crazier, his hair in a bun and the two strips on his face

I placed my hands on his shoulder and jumped on him, placing my legs on each side of his waist and he quickly caught me holding my thighs