THWS#1:I'm just his Fuck Buddies ( Astrophile V. Scamander )[Under edition]

CHAPTER:11🦢

SWAN POV'S:

Napa intad akung biglang ako nitong hinila,napasinghap pa si bella dahil sa inasta nito , napa tingin ako sa kamay niyang my tattoo doon it's a date with month ata my year pa—18-8-6 yon ang naka lagay.

I'm trying to let go pero mashinihigpitan nito,blanko niyang mukhang naka titig saakin,walang sabi-sabi ay kinaladkad ako nito.

"Ano ba astro!!!" Reklamo ko pilit kung tinatangal kamay nito." T*ngina..ano ba problema mo!!!" napa sigaw ako.

I looked back i saw Teo holding my twins, halatang ang takot sa mata nito,i look at bella parang iiyak na si buntis.

" Ate—swa------n.." Natatakot na sambit ni Teo i mouthed him ' I'm fine'." Ate..."

" Astro...ang higpit.. your hurting me!!" I said then his face.. slowly become worried before he grab my waist." Your totally insane." Nasabi ko nalang.

" Don't be stubborn.. baby you don't know what I'm capable of..." He whispered, ramdam kung init na hininga nito sa aking leeg." Stop staring at her... your fvcking asshole.." I looked at the man who's looking at me,then i realize that i know him it's ' Edward Jones '.

" Ed.." Sambit ko bago namin sya lagpasan." tika astro..sana mob—ahhhh..ano ba ibaba moko!!! ASTRO T*NGINA!!" I yelled out when he suddenly carry me, parang isa lang akung sakung bigas na pas-an niya sa baligat." ASTRO!!!! FVCK..i can walk okay..put me down right now!!!" matigas kung utos sabay hampas sa likoran nito pero tinapik naman nito pang-upo ko kaya napa tigil ako.

" Then...baby.. after this i assure you—you can't walk.. anymore...." He chuckled softly, napa lunok ako I'm not innocent anymore so i understand what's it's mean.

This is a mistake at ayaw kung madag-dagan nanaman kasalanan ko, one mistake is enough i don't want another one.

" Astro." Tawag ko dito grabe yung tibok ng puso ko sa kaba.

" Hhmm.."

" Yung mga bata..ibaba mona ako bwisit ka! Astro..wala to sa usapan natin...kaya you better to put me down!!!!" I commented he just ignore me then open the door hindi ko alam kung saan niya ako dinala." Ano ba Astro!!" I shouted, Binaba niya ako sa malaking kama, umosog ako palapit sa headboard ng kama kaso hinawakan nito isang binti ko at hinila ako." Astro....alam mo bang cheating tong ginagawa mo." I nervous said.

Komot noo nito habang gumagapang palapit saakin sinusubokan kung umatras palayo pero hindi niya ito hinahayaan.

" Then" konot noong sabi nito abah tinaasan ko ito ng kilay.

" T*ngina.... I'm done with you— were done...long ago.. that's way i left for you to leave happy with your wife.." I sight, breath swan.. breath.

" And you think I'm happy?" He asked.

"Yes!" Walang pang alin-langan kung sagot,ginolo nito kanyang buhok bago tumitig saaking mata.

" FVCK!!!! Victoria... after you left..do you really think.. I'm happy about it!!! " He yelled." FVCK WHY WOULD I'M HAPPY IF THE WOMAN I LOVE LEFT ME WHILE I'M FVCKING SLEEPING!!!!" Napa awang aking labi did he just said he loves me." Yes Victoria... I'm fvcking love you already...long ago before you know know me before you meet me, your already belongs to me baby..."Shocked written on my face, I'm speechless, no words come out of my mouth.

Tears falls through my cheeks, I'm staring at him, umiling-iling ako i don't believe him i can't believe him he truly love me maybe his saying this because of our kids but no he really don't love me.

" No... your not... i won't believe you.." I shake my head." Fvck.... you don't.. stop lying to me... stop telling you love..me cause i will never believe you..... it's impossible for you to love me...NO FVCKING WAY!!!!" sinubokan nitong hawakan kamay ko pero tinatabig ko iyon I'm done here i don't want to hear another lies about love." You.. even don't know.. what's Love really means...so stop this fvcking bullshit... hahahahaha" I laughed in pain." Love big words..huh! do you know the definition of it... what's is truly love means your just saying this because of my kids—"

" our kids Victoria...and i love you it's true—"

" Bullshit— that's it... were done here!!" Umalis ako sa kama at aalis na sana ng yakapin ako nito mola sa likoran sinik-sik nito kanyang mukha sa aking leeg, namasa ito so he cry huh..nice acting." Wag.. mokong artihan... Astro..minsan nakong naging Tanga at pagod nako..." Kinalas ko braso nito pero hinigpitan naman nito rinig kung humikbi sya and it's affecting me fvck i never thought him the SCAMANDER can cry.

Umiling-iling ito habang naka baon mukha niya sa aking leeg." I won't let you leave me again baby... not again... baby... please.. don't..let me proved it... please let me..i can't—i can't let you leave me—i'm sorry..but I'm selfish when it comes to you...i won't let you go I'm sorry baby...i won't let you do that."

" Astro Tama na please...let me go baka hinahanap nako ng mga bata!!" Dahilan ko akala ko bibitiwan niya ako pero hindi." Astro ano ba yung mga bat—"

" Hush... baby.. promise me first... promise me that you won't left again." Pagpupumilit nito napa bugtong hininga ako alam kung hindi talaga ito mag papatalo." Baby... please" ipinikit ko aking mata at dahan-dahang tumango dito kasabay ng paghalik niya saaking leeg,napa iyak ako.

humarap ito saakin at oo umiyak ang isang Scamander,he wipe his tears and mine i stared at him he smiled and na nginginig na hinawakan aking kamay naka titig lang ako sa kanya,hindi ko alam kung tamang tumango akung hindi sya iiwan dahil after grandpa birthday babalik kami sa new York i still have work.

" Let's go... the kids might looking for us.." I nod he still holding my hand tight , para bang takot na baka takbohan ko siya pinasuot ako nito ng manipis na shirt i don't even know where did he get it.

Pagdating sa pool area sumalobong sakin mga bruhang kaibigan ko nandito din si Tanda at Sean kahit si Finch nandito din,naka angkal pa si akisha sa braso nong lalaking hindi ko kilala kahit si Venus may partner actually they have all partner even finch may kalandiang singkit pretty.