Fireflies in The Field of Higanbana (Mikey X Reader)

Chapter 25

"W-what are you going on about?!", You shout at him as he glare at you and grab hold your arm, made you flinch a little when feeling the pain from how rough he is, "WHAT AM I GOING ON ABOUT?! WHAT THE FUCK YOU ARE DOING WITH OTHER GUY?!". "L-let go of me! Mikey, you hurting-", you tried to pulled your arm away, yet he just tightened his grab on your arm, pulling you closer to him as he shook your body a little, "ANSWER ME!!!". The way how angry he is sure shocked you, that rage in his eyes and how those veins could clearly visible on his forehead and neck, the way he looked at you made you felt like he is ready to torn you apart. "TELL ME! WHO THE HELL HE IS?! YOU ARE MINE WHAT YOU ARE DOING WITH HIM?!", you looked at him surprised and confused. "I'm..yours? Mikey.. What on earth you are talking about?", seeing the confused looks on your face seems anger him more, "You! You said you like me! You said you-". Unable finished his words, he felt a punched on his cheek, enough made him loosened his grip on your arm. 

"You bastard.. Don't fucking touch her...", Never you thought Kuko would managed to got up after that hard punch. Yet his punch seems not enough to even bring Mikey down, glaring at the two of you, you hid behind Kuko's back. He looked at you two with cold eyes, "Move.. You got what belong to me.... Y/nchin, what the fuck do you think you are doing?", his low cold voice sure sent shivered all over your body. "Ha? What the heck, man.. She ain't yours! Fuck off!", Kuko glare back at him as he then glance over his shoulder to looked at you, "Y/n, is he your boyfriend or something?". "H-huh? N-no he isn't, but I-", again it shocked you when saw how taken back Mikey when heard you saying that as his voice cut you off, "Y/n-chin.. Are you toying with me? YOU SAID YOU LIKE ME!", just when you are about to answer him, you saw Sanzu and the others froze not far from the three of you. Your face turned pale, 'Oh no..'. You bit your lips, scared that Sanzu would misunderstood the situations as you saw how shocked his face is. Little did you know, sanzu is not the only one who is shocked, but are you aware of the others reaction? Of course not. You are too scared of the possibilities hurting Sanzu's feelings.  

You hurriedly looked at Mikey, "NO I'M NOT!!", Looking back at sanzu with panic looks on your face, you could see how dumbfounded he is, "Sanzu, t-this is not what you think it is!". You looking at Sanzu out of blue, sure made him flinched, "W-what? What it got to do with me-". Mikey gritted his teeth, "WHY DOES IT MATTER WHAT SANZU THINK?! WHY?! WHY YOU ALWAYS SO WORRIED WHAT HE IS THINKING ABOUT?! ARE YOU IN LOVE WITH HIM OR SOMETHING?! AM I NOT ENOUGH FOR YOU?!". Oh how you want to slapped that face, 'Mikey you idiot!', you could felt your own heart felt like being twisted as you avoided his eyes, "I-I held no such feelings for you, Mikey!". "LIAR! I heard you said you like me and want to be hold in my arms!", oh how your face turned all red when heard him saying all that. "Could you two cut this shit out?! You will turned me deaf!", Kuko groaned as you fall silent. "Y/n, I think it's better you explaining things. Like what in the fucking world happened?!", Kuko glance over his shoulder as you wonder how you could explain everything. "And you! Shut the fuck off for a sec!", he glared at mikey, "If you tryin to touch her again.. I will fucking kill you..". "You-", just when Mikey want to lung at him, he felt koko grab his arm, "Boss.. I think he got a point here.. How about let y/n explain what she meant".

It sure took awhile until everyone calming down. "You.. Are you cheating-", "Mikey.. I held no such feelings for you..". You saw his eyes widened, hearing you coldly said it sure made his heart slowly sank, "Liar... Looked at me in the eyes and say it". "What I do with other guy.. It's none of your business-", you saw how his hand about to grab you yet seems Kuko managed to stop him, "Enough.. Y/n, I think it's useless talking with this guy.. Let's go". Slapped his hand away, Mikey glare at him, "Stay the fuck away or I will-". "ENOUGH! Could you two stop threatening each other like that?! Listen Mikey! You already have Sanzu by your side. Isn't that more than enough?! Why are you being so selfish?! You are so greedy! I hates..you..", your tears finally streaming down, that is sure shocked everyone there. "I don't get it! You said you like me just few hours-", "Then you heard me wrong! Just stop! You already have-". "But I don't want him!", you gasped when heard him saying that. "W-wait, boss? You..don't want..me?", you saw how hurts sanzu expression when Mikey said those words. "How could be so cruel to your own boyfriend.. You.. I never knew you are such a scum..", you looked at him in disappointment. "Yeah, how could you- Wait what?", Sanzu looked at you dumbfounded as that sure made the rest of their gang gasped in shocked. You grab hold Kuko's hand as you turned your back away, "Let's go, Kuko... You were right.. There is no point talking to him...".  Looking over your shoulder, everyone could see disappointment in your eyes and how hurts you are, "Goodbye, mikey..". Too shocked with your words, everyone seems froze on their place, trying to process all the drama that just happened. 

"What the hell you got yourself into, y/n?", kuko sighed as he hold you close. Hiding away from people at the back of the temple, his warmth sure made your tears streaming down like there is no tomorrow. Your hands clinging to his jacket as you wailed like a child. It took you almost half an  hour until your cry cease. Still clinging to him, he sighed while stroking your back, "How come you fall in love with a gay.. You are stupid beyond help..". "I didn't know he already have a boyfriend, okay.. I thought.. It just...", you back sobbing as he groaned, "Cut it out! Bawling your eyes like that, what's the use?! Crying won't turned him straight. So fucking stop". "You don't understand!", he sighed as he pulled you away a little before wiped your  tears with his thumb, "Y/n.. Not even Buddha could help you out.. He ain't worth your tears. A man who cheated on his boyfriend.. Even if you could turned him around, what make you think he won't cheated on you when he end up with you, huh?". You pout a little, "It just.. *sniffs* he.. he always made my heart flutters.. it just.. I.. I do like him a lot, Kuko". "Goddamn, woman! Pull yourself together! Y/n, he is freaking walking red flags! Dude tryin to get you while he is still in relationship! Don't be an idiot! You idiotic peanut brain! Look at you! You are smart, beautiful, kind, and fucking adorable! You could get way better man than that crazy guy!", hearing his words, small smile made it way on your face. "How the hell you even met that guy anyway?!", he sighed as he just wiped your snotty nose with his sleeve, "Just forget about him. A guy that only know bringing pain is not worth your attention. Is he the reason you went all the way here?". You nodded your head a little, "..Since he is in gang..I was..thinking to get him some amulet..for protection, to keep him always safe..But now...". Tears back well up in your eyes as your lips trembling, "N-now...w-we won't be able to see each other anymore...". He rolled his eyes as he again back wrapped his arms around you. 

It sure took long for you to head back home. Standing in front of your door, Kuko sighed, "Are you sure you will be fine?". You weakly nodded your head, "Thank you for today..and I..I'm sorry". "Don't mind that..", his hand roughly patted your head. "Y/n.. Rather than him.. I could do better..", Your eyes widened in shocked as you looked up at him. You then nervously and awkwardly laughed, "S-stop joking around-". "No, I'm not. I regret it.. In the past.. I should have letting you know how I feel. The times I managed to get all my courage.. You already with that fuck face.. But this time.. I won't let you slide from my hands anymore..". You saw how serious his face is as that sure made your heart skipped a beat and made your cheeks blushed, "I-um..oh god..im.. Kuko-". "It's alright.. Take your time. You went through a lot today. I will wait your answer in Kyoto..", Oh how your heart pounding when he gave a kiss on your cheek, "..See ya, y/n". You standing there dumbfounded as you watching him leaving. You sighed as you could felt your head throbbing. As  much as you hates it, what Kuko has been telling you today were right. You felt foolish for chasing and hoping for a man that already have someone with him, "I...really am...the worst..". You mumbled as you closed the door, 'Maybe..it is better to put an end to this feelings..'.