I'M UNDESERVING...

LAN'S COMPOSER...

" Damn it!! It's the third time !", Jin ling frowns.

" And it's happens everytime when zizhen is the one to suggest places!!", Jingyi glares at the zizhen who makes a hurted expression ,

" You dare to say that! Wasn't it you who wanted to go for a night hunt at a new and mysterious place? That's where we are! Yueyang's moutain!" , zizhen sat on a rock pulling out a book from inside his robes .

" So you have chosen death? ", said Jingyi pulling his sleeves up to beat zizhen,

" What now ? What we can do at such time? Instead of knowing your profound knowledge in cursing me , I would like to know why the male lead's mother killed female lead's father! You know how much heartbroken are my couple right now!?", zizhen sobs hugging the novel , ' My sole mistake is you , your highness ' .

" Aahhh!!! I don't know how fucking heartbroken are your so called couples!! But I do know that , I'm gonna broke that fucking mouth of yours !!", said Jingyi getting ready to charge at zizhen . But Sizhui stops him ,

" Jingyi !! What's wrong with you today ? Why are you so irritated?",

" Don't he always is ? " states Jin ling blankly.

" Yes ! But he way too irritated today . Not only today but it's been a week since he became like this! Jingyi , it's just a rain . You shouldn't be this hyped . Remember to maintain your composer like a Lan. " , Sizhui said patting his shoulder, while the other just stare at cave's wall blankly,

" You will get it soon...okay , little rabbit !" ,

" Jingyi did you get it!", Sizhui shakes Jingyi's shoulder , interrupting his thoughts,

" Ahh.. I will definitely tell that to hanguang-jun. Don't worry he will definitely do that , if it's for you .", Jingyi said smiling, while the other three looked at him like they had seen a ghost.

" You weren't listening?", Sizhui said in disbelief.

" I was!! That's why I told you that hanguang-jun will definitely be okay doing that!", Jingyi said and sat beside zizhen pulling his book towards him to read .

" You want hanguang-jun to maintain his composer like a Lan ?", Jin ling said , even if he was glad he couldn't digest that the person in his front has finally lost his other half of the brain.

" Heyyy, when did I said that!? I was talking about yours and Sizhui's wedding! This ' best lan ' best friend of mine is worried sick about his marriage since the day you both got together!!", Jingyi said turning page.

" Hey ! I haven't read that yet !", zizhen turns the page back.

Jin ling looks at Sizhui with his tomato face , Sizhui adverts his gaze from him in nervousness. They were doing night hunt, but before they could find anything, it started to rain . They ran and found shelter in cave . Both Jingyi and zizhen were engrossed in the book desperate to know how the male lead in the influence of his mother kicks the female lead out of the sect . While the other two sat beside each other nervously looking everywhere but definitely not each other, their hands resting on the ground. Sizhui lift his hand , hesitate to hold Jin ling's hand . Then he withdraw his hand ,

" What the hell I'm doing? I should not lose my composer. I should recite clan's rules! Yes! That's a good idea.",

Sizhui thought and started reciting the 4000 rules of lan clan . Suddenly, Sizhui felt his little finger was embrace in warmth , he looked at his hand , Jin ling little finger has found his way to Sizhui's, holding it loosely. But still not looking at him , Sizhui smiles interlocks his finger but still not looking at the younger , both smiles and close the gap between them by moving closer to each other. Jin ling slowly leans on Sizhui's shoulder, he could hear how fast others heartbeat was....which made him bite his lower lips in shyness . He felt a hand wrapping around his waist pulling him closer in embrace....still not looking at each other,