I'M UNDESERVING...

SLEEP HERE!!!...

It was mid night when they both had reached at the inn. Xichen hadn't spoke a word since Jiang Cheng had promised him to be with him forever. He had obediently followed him to the inn, then to his room. Xichen was too quiet that Jiang Cheng didn't get why but made him uneasy, xichen was sitting at the bed,

" Now just sleep, don't go anywhere!!", said Jiang Cheng as he was going to leave the room.

" Where are you going?", asked xichen calmly.

" To murder the town!!",said Jiang Cheng with a straight face. Xichen eyes widen , he face was showing how panicked he was!

" Were you always stupid or did this wine really ate your brain? What can a person do in the middle of the night? Sleep!! I am fucking tired today ! I want to sleep I'm going back to my room!!", screams Jiang Cheng furiously , he was really tired.

" Sleep here!", said xichen calmly. Jiang Cheng thought he heard something wrong,

" Sorry! Wha..whattt diddd...you..saiidd?", sluttered Jiang Cheng. Xichen smiles,

" You sleep here!! This bed is big!!! I will sit near the bed and I will guard you by watching all night!!", giggles xichen. Jiang Cheng felt he his ears are decieving him, a Sect leader asked other sect leader to sleep in the same room with him . Jiang Cheng face was red again,

" Wh..why... should...I..slee..p.. sleep... in..the...same...roommm...with...youuu?", asked Jiang Cheng , he was feeling the strange feeling again.

" You said you will stay with me forever !!", pouted xichen.

" So ? I also told you something about memories!!", said Jiang Cheng, he really felt his words backfiring him.

" But it's when you are not there! Now you are here!!And, I will not take the bed you can sleep peacefully! I will sit near the bed !", said xichen, immediately sitting down beside the bed. Jiang Cheng facepalm himself, literally regretting his decision to drink with a Lan . He mentally swears that he will never drink alcohol with a LAN!!!.

" You first stand up from ground. And sit on the bed!", said Jiang Cheng giving him hand to stand up. Xichen slaps his hand away ,

" I will not ! Wanyin have to sleep here!! ", said xichen pouting. Jiang Cheng stared him in a complete shock, this was his first time to see xichen being all spoiled and stubborn. Jiang Cheng was thinking to scold him as he scolds Jin ling when he behaves stubbornly but he froze in his place, he heard light sobs, tears slowly rolling down from the black eyes, xichen was crying!!! He was crying because he didn't agree to share the same room?

" You..you all lie!! No one speak the truth. Everyone is just toying me! Using me ! No one cares about me! My feelings!! No one care!!", sobs xichen gripping his robes. Jiang Cheng didn't knew what to do . He had never seen xichen crying like this. Who would have thought the composed and forever smiling Sect Leader was this messed up inside, the one made everyone feel safe around him , deep inside was the one who was scared of them, wry of them . Jiang Cheng silently sat near him,

" Sect.... Huan-ge, no one is lying to you . No one is toying with your feelings. I wasn't leaving you, I was just going to the room next door! Stop crying!", said Jiang Cheng trying his best to speak in a polite way.

" No you lied! They lied, he lied!! You said people stay with you in memories forever! Then what one should do if the memories are more like a nightmare!! Will they be with you forever? Haunting you around?", xichen grabs Jiang Cheng's coller robes, staring straight in Jiang Cheng's eyes, tears still rolling down his cheeks.

Jiang Cheng would have already kicked the person if he had touched his collors like this, but seeing the pathetic self of the sunshine like Sect leader, Jiang Cheng wasn't able to bring himself to move. He was now thinking that xichen's fake smiling face way better then this!! Jiang Cheng knew which' HE ',was xichen talking about ! How could he mistake the person who made everyone life a living hell, but to the person infront, he was his dear sworn brother. Being betrayed by the person whom he even trusted his life.....was really something .