Uncontrollable Heart Book 2 (Poetry) (Journaling)

To Late I Realized My 'love'

Our love is forever timeless
Like how with each other were so limitless
I mean I hurt you and that was spineless of me
But now we're committing crimes to see each other again
So I realized without you I feel so lifeless
Now that your gone I've realized just how precious and priceless you are

I have now without you so many nights where I'm sleepless
Now that I've lost you I realized how mindless I am
I mean I let you slip through my fingers cuz my shyness
Thank God I was reminded of us when we were happy
Because if not I'd probably forever be empty inside
But thankfully by God we were so blessed

Some at home tried to oppress me
But they weren't very pretentious about it
Nothing could ever have prepared us for what's to now come
But for you I'll always do what's needed
I mean all I've ever wanted with you was a family
So now I'll try my hardest to show you how much I love you

Though I'm not exactly crimeless
Cuz by you the crime I committed was unforgivable
So now your forgiveness I seek
Till then our hearts shall be together in eternal sleep
Together we could go on so many adventures
So till I'm forgiven I shall remain within your reach

I'm so excited to see you again soon
How I wish we were still together rather than in pain apart
But now that I've decided to never give up on you, I'm happy
I'd not yet realized how much I'd truly loved you till I lost you
I can't contain my excitement to be able to see you soon
Now I wish I'd realized my love for you before

I mean with you gone I'm now hopeless
To bad you were so helplessly hurt by me
Not expecting me to accidentally stab you from the front
I guess I lost what little love you had for me
I just wish to unsay those words that caused you such pain
I mean I'm down on my knees for you now begging

I want to find hope in this hopeless situation
Your the light I need at the end of my tunnel
Cuz I just wish to unburn these precious memories we had
I don't wanna think about how I could lose you forever
I'm not getting through this without you

So please, I'm begging you now
Give me a second chance to prove my love for you is real
I'm laying in the silence now
Hey, maybe I should pray
I just wish to unbreak the one I've broken
I know, all I can do is put your falling pieces together again
It's not to late for me to fix what I broke is it?
We might be that one in a million couple
I just wish for another chance
Because I lost you, I finally realized how much I love you