Journal Entry 59

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Sometimes I try so hard but it's never noticed. So, I sometimes ask myself why do I even try to get close to you guys? Why do I even bother trying to be apart of this family?? Well I don't have the answer to those questions, but honestly I'm starting to doubt myself and, just feel like giving up is the best option. I mean I truly don't know anymore why I bother trying to be seen, or heard, or even acknowledged by you guy's. And no I don't want pity from anyone, this is called a journal for a reason. So, don't bother giving me any pity if that's what you plan on doing. I don't plan on wallowing in my own self pity or feeling sorry for myself. I will just move on, forgive, and let go because there's no point hanging onto something or someone that is hopeless and pointless in the end.

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