Journal Entry 58

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Your my family, but you guy's can make plans to do stuff with each other. You never include me in those plan's or tell me about those plans till I try to make plan's with you guys. But when I don't even know about your plan's you expect me to ask to join but you yourselves won't ask me to join you. You only tell me about your plan's when I wanna hangout with you, and get mad at me when I know nothing about them, and try to plan out a day to be with you. It's like I don't matter or exist, at least to me it seem's that way, because you can make plan's for the whole day with your whole family except me. So to me it feel's like either I don't matter or I don't exist to you unless your lonely or have no one else to hangout with. I mean how do you want me to act huh, I mean if I act like I'm hurt and I get mad at you guy's I am the one in the wrong, because I didn't ask to hangout with you guy's. But shouldn't you guys try to hangout with me as well and try to include me in your plan's instead of always wanting me to ask to join. We should both be putting in effort to have fun together as a family, yet it feel's as if you guy's aren't even trying to put in the slightest effort. If you are putting in effort, I either don't see it or it's not enough.

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