If Yesterday Could Disappear

Chapter 18

Stolen Kiss

I don't know why I agreed staying on his apartment, but here I am watching the kdrama he asked me to watch before he left a few hours ago.

Someone called him earlier and asked him to meet. He was hesitant to go at first but it seems to be a really important matter. He then asked me to stay here and wait for him to get home cause he was supposed to say something to me. And as the curios bitch I am, nandito ako at inaamag habang naghihintay.

It's been three hours since he left and I'm on episode four of the drama he made me watch. It's not that Im complaining, the drama is actually very interesting but my curiosity is killing me. I need to know whatever he wants to tell me!

Tiningnan ko ang napakalaking flat screen TV nito at pinanood ang intro ng kdrama na pinapanood ko. The Kdrama is called It's Okay Not To Be Ok. It's romantic, funny and creepy at the same time. I like it.

Maganda ang palabas na ito, I could even relate to the characters of this drama but It's making me feel so uncomfortable despite of liking it. Pinagmumukha ako nitong tanga at patuloy na sinasampal sa akin ang katotohanang hindi ko magawang maging kasing tapang ng mga bida dito, at katulad rin nila ay patuloy akong tumatakbo palayo sa nakaraan ko.

I hate that I could see myself in them, and I hate that they are acting that way.

I sighed, slowly starting to realize why the people around me are trying their best to help me. On How they stayed beside me through my darkest days and nights. Hoping the best for me, yet I ignored all of that and continue to drown from my own thoughts.

Minulat ko ang aking mga mata at napalingon sa paligid ng maramdamang malambot ang hinihigaan ko. The couch is soft but this thing is softer.

I didn't even noticed that I fell asleep on the couch earlier from watching all day long. Iidlip lang sana ako para hintayin si Aiden, but seems like I fell into a deep slumber.

I roamed my eyes around the room and frowned seeing the familliar racer suits infront of me inside of a cabinet with lights. Isn't this Aiden's room? Kaagad akong napatayo sa hinihigaan ko at napahawak sa buhok ko. Bakit hindi ko manlang napansin na nakauwi na ito?

I looked at the clock on the side of his bed and nearly screamed. Alas singko na sa umaga at dito pa ako sa kwarto niya nakatulog. This is insane as hell!

I tip toed towards his door and carefully opened it. Baka siya narin ang bumuhat sa akin papunta sa kwarto niya, and thinking of it leaves me fucking squealing like a bitch.

He carried me to his bedroom! The only place where a certain person feel safe at. HIS BEDROOM, BITCHES!

Sumilip ako sa sala nito at napakagat sa labi ng makita itong tahimik na natutulog doon. He is wearing the black shirt he used before he left and his ripped jeans, while his jacket stayed on top of him using it as a blanket.

Naawa naman ako at muling bumalik sa loob para kunin ang kumot na ginamit ko kanina tsaka lumabas at linapitan itong natutulog. He is peacefully sleeping and I don't want to wake him up, so I carefully walked towards him and gently covered him with the blanket on my hand.

I leaned in, fixing the blanket on top of his body. He softly groaned and pulled the blanket like a kid and covered himself. Napangiti ako sa inasta nito at pinagmasdan itong nakapikit.

His beauty is breathe taking, I could stare at him till the sun rises. He has long lashes that suddenly made me so jealous. It's so unfair that he has long lashes while I have to buy mine. Looking at him up close, I notice how he reminds me of Italians.