K-POP one shots

CN BLUE ~ Minhyuk - What would I do without you?

        You curled up in a ball on your bed hoping the pain will someday subside. You broke up with Minhyuk the night before, you caught him with another girl. You ignored the messages and the constant phone calls. No simple 'I'm sorry' could fix how you now looked at your boyfriend, well actually now, ex boyfriend. You tried to wipe away your tears though it was pointless since new ones would trail down right after. You let out a struggled sob and held a pillow to your chest as your home phone began to ring. You shook your head and tried to drown out the sound.

"Hey, theres no one home right now. Leave a message after the beep!" You heard your voice cheerful, of course you sounded happy. You hadn't caught your boyfriend with some tramp that day.

"_________... please pick up the phone." You heard his voice come out. You cried harder as his voice was sending a million knives into your heart. "Please, let me explain to you who she is. You misunderstood the situation." His voice was weak. "God damn it ________! You have it all wrong, just answer the phone!"

     You pulled your head up to look at the phone that was next to you. The tears were streaming down your face. You turned around to be facing the phone. "Please _______." Minhyuk whispered in agony. You bit down on your lower lip.

"I can't." You voice sounded off. You pulled the telephone line disconnecting the phone. You fell back to your bed and began to cry even more. It wasn't like you didn't want to forgive him. You wanted to forgive him, more than anything, that's what you wanted.To find him, so he could apologize and you two would go back to being what you two were before the whole catching him with some girl. But, something in you heart was tugging at you from going to him. Something telling you that he wasn't wroth it, that if he looked for love with some one who wasn't you, he was to be considered trash and be thrown out of your life.

       You covered you head with your covers. Hours passed before you stopped crying. The stream slowed and eventually stopped. You shivered realizing how could it was in your apartment. You sat up and looked around, the cover still over your head, but not over your eyes. The window next to your bed was covered in small water droplets. It's raining, you thought as you stared for a moment at the window.

        This isn't how it's suppose to be, you began to feel the sadness you just got rid of hit you again. You weren't suppose to be here alone in your bed room. He was suppose to be here with you, cuddling with each other to try to get warm. Minhyuk would have offered to make tea or he would have whined and pleaded for you two to go outside for a walk, or to just get wet. Minhyuk would have smiled softly at you and held you close if he was here, just like every time he would do when the weather was like this. Always making sure you were comfortable, but no. He wasn't here with you. He was probably feeling guilty and sad and hopeless without you. Good you thought, part of you wanted him to be in agony and in pain, but part of you didn't want that. You've seen Minhyuk in pain and in tears, there was nothing more painful to see him cry.

       Sick of crying you slowly removed the covers off and stood up. Your body feeling old from laying down so long. You stretched took a warm shower and bundled up with a warm sweater, jeans, slippers, and a beanie. You placed a small blanket over your showers and made your way to your kitchen. You paused at looked at the small white kitchen, so many memories in this one location. So many messes you and Minhyuk made trying to bake cupcakes and small sweets. All the laughs and surprises were now all gone. What was left was a bare, lifeless kitchen and how you hated feeling this way. Making a cup of tea you realized it was you who turned out to be the one who was hopelessly lost without him by your side. When did it escalate to this? When did you turn from this independent women to being a foolishly lost girl? You sighed and pulled the cup of tea to your lips, you smiled at the feeling of the warm drink soothing your parched throat. The sweet moment of realization was ruined by a loud thud. Your eyes went to the door.

"________!"

You froze.

Minhyuk 

"________! Please open the door!" Minhyuk cried desperately.

You placed the cup of tea down, you hand shaky as the cup made a loud clank as it hit the table rather hard. You didn't care for the cup, you were too concerned on how you were going to handle Minhyuk. The blanket around your shoulder hit the floor and with unstable steps you walked up to the door. Funny, how you two agreed that nothing nor no one would be ale to separate you both. Now a piece of wood was keeping him away from you. You placed a hand on the wood imaging him probably soaked to the bone because of the rain outside, his gazed fixed on the door.

"Let me explain." He said his voice reflected what he was feeling. Pain.

"There's nothing you can say that will make this okay." You said.

"But _______ You think I cheated on you when I didn't!" Minhyuk countered. 

"You did! I saw you! You were with her. She had her arms around you!" Tears were streaming down your face again as you began to remember the horrid sight of the boy you loved with another girl.

"I know what you saw, but it wasn't like that! I swear ______ let me in and I'll tell you what really happened." Minhyuk said.

"No. I told you Minhyuk. There's nothing you can say that will make things okay between us!" You practically yelled. The sadness in you subsided and was replaced with this anger. Anger of how he cheated on you.

"What if I said that it was my job?" Minhyuk whispered loud enough for you to hear.

"I would say that, that's all bull. You have a job, you're famous! Why would you need an extra job, and what kind of job is that? Picking up drunk girls?" You yelled. You hand went for the door knob but you paused when he began to speak again.

"I wanted to get you a present for your birthday. Yeah, I'm in a famous band but I wanted to get a little extra to be able to get you something truly expensive." Minhyuk sighed.

    You opened the door slowly. He looked up at you, his hair soaked and covered one eye, small droplets dripped from his hair.You looked back at him with hurt eyes which continued to spill out tears. The Minhyuk you hated seeing was in front of you. He looked transparent, his skin pale and his eyes red, his clothes a mess. What killed you most though was that he was crying. A soft sob escaped your mouth from seeing him this way.

"The job, I'm a designated driver. Girls call me up when they are drunk and I take them home or to where ever they need to be. That girl was just a heavyily intoxicated customer." Minhyuk explained. 

"So.." You voice sounded weak.

"So, I wasn't cheating." He finished.

"Min-Minhyuk... I..." You shook your head feeling completely guilty for thinking so lowly of your boyfriend.

"It's fine." Minhyuk pushed the door open and took you in his arms. He stroked your hair as you cried into his shirt. He closed the door and pulled away. "How could I ever cheat on you? You're all I've wanted. What would I do without you?" He whispered, his eyes looking into yours. 

     You wipped away your tears and looked back up at him. "I'm sorry I.. I shouldn't have.. I.." You shook your head, you were lost of words.

"It's fine ______. All you need to know is that I would never cheat on you." Minhyuk grabbed the back of your neck gently and pulled you up to his face to kiss you ever so gently. Minhyuk pulled away, smiled down at you and said. "How could I ever cheat on a girl who is as perfect as you?" He traced your jawline with his fingertips before lifting your chin up to kiss you yet once again. You smiled and pulled away from his kiss and hugged him tightly. You snuggled into his chest as he wrapped his arms around you and kissed you hair.

"I love you _____." Minhyuk whispered.

Your heart raced and a goofy smile was plastered on your face. It was the first time Minhyuk has said 'I love you' to you.

"I love you too Minhyuk." You replied and hugged him tighter knowing that he was forever yours and you knew that just like you, he didn't know what to do without you ~