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Chapter 56

Tylor

I am angry with him. He changed. He's not the one who I admire. My brother never kept secrets from me. But he did. That night changed everything between us. It changed everything. Our relationship, my relationship with her, everything shattered in a matter of seconds. He took everything from me. He took her from me. Yet, he had not stopped. He still keeps everything from me, like I'm his biggest enemy.
Whenever I look at him, everything starts looming in front of my eyes. I never forget that night. Because I can't. I wish, he erase my memory too as he did to Alice.

I'm standing at his door. Anger was simmering through my veins. He has a lot to answer. I slam my fist on the door, "Show your bloody face, coward" I yell, still hitting his door until it creaks open.

I glare at him, and that rage resurfaces. He's such a liar, "You lied to me. You always did". I grab his collar, pushing him into the room "Tell me? Why are you doing this?".
He jerked off my hand " What the hell are you talking about?".
"I want the truth, Dorian Wilson".

He appears uneasy. "What truth?" He glances anxiously at my face.

"Truth about that night".

I can see as his mouth is set in a grim line, jaw tense "I don't know anything" he replied and look away.
I harshly pull his shoulder and turned him to face me "Don't lie to me" I yell, clenching my fist, I repeat louder than before "Don't freaking lie to me. Because I saw you".
As my mouth left the word, his colour drained from his face, as some fear engulf him. He didn't reply. But his eyes said a lot of things. I was praying that he proves me wrong. But he didn't.
He was paralyzed with fear.
When he didn't speak, my anger returned in full force "Say something, Goddamit!".

His breathing is fast. I walk closer to him, grabbing his collar again, "You erased me from her memory. You erase my existence. And I never forgive you. I hate you for that".

Clenching his fist, he replied, "I have no option left. Whatever I did, is for her sake. And you know this".
"That's not the whole truth" I shoot back.
He narrows his eyes, as he asks "What do you mean?".

"Were they with you too?" I ask.

His eyebrows drawn together in confusion might be wondering whom am I talking about. So, I add, "Our sisters, Petra and Malissa".
He doesn't reply. His silence gave me the answer. A deep ache snapped through me. "I take that as yes" I state. My heart feels as if it had just flopped over inside my ribcage. Suddenly, I feel unsteady on my feet.
Flaring my nostrils, I stomped forward and grabbed the chair next to me, I slam it directly on the wall, and then I grab the table lamp, slamming it so hard that it shattered across the floor. I was about to break another chair when Dorian grab my hand, holding me still. But I jerk off his hand and push him away "You all are the same" I scream. "You all are demons. A demon without a soul".
He raise his voice, as he replied "That's not what you think".
But I ignore him because I'm too furious to listen to his other lie. I can't believe that my sisters, our sisters had done something like that. All are monsters. After all, they all are Malign with no heart.
He comes forward, trying to calm me down as he places his hand on my shoulder "Tylor, listen to me. Please".
Anger is bubbling inside me, "No". I yell as I slam my fist direct on his face and he stumbles backwards. But quickly regain his balance.
"Tylor, I said calm down," he says louder than before.

I take one step closer to him "You think, Alice will stay by your side after knowing the whole story". I half chuckle "Then you are wrong. She'll never forgive you for what you did to her and neither I".
A red cloud of rage swam across Dorian's vision. He looks away.
I continue, "You have made her life a living hell. And mine too. Do you have any idea how heartbroken and tormented I feel? That one freaking night stole everything from me. I lost her. I lost my brother, I lost you, goddammit". My voice is vibrating with rage. Tears filled in my eyes, but I don't let them fall.

His face erupted into a map of surprise and rage. Clenching his jaw, he blurted, "You are not the only one in loss".

I snorted and threw my hands up in the air "But you are the cause of everything".

He balls his fist as he growls under his teeth "You have no idea what I went through".
"I will if you let me know" I shoot back, "If you told me then" I pause, raked my hand through my hair, as I continue "Then that horrible night would never come".

He didn't say replied.

Groaning, I dropped my head in my hands. "I wish you never be my brother".

He stands there, dead silent, staring at me. I can see the pain in his eyes. My words hurt him. Great. He bloody deserves this.

Sending me a long, pained look and then breaking eye contact as he finally speaks "How long are you going to hate me?" his voice is dull.

"Until you die". A bout of frustration churns inside me. I lean closer to his face "You have no right to smile".

He blinked, stumbling back a step. He turned his face away from me.

"You can hide from everyone but not from me. One day you'll pay for what you did". I yell and leave his room.