Jacob

Chapter Twenty One

⚠️ DISCLAMER THIS IS ALL FAKE AND THIER MIGHT ALMOST ME A DEATH SO IF YOUR NOT OK WITH STUFF LIKE THAT SKIP THE PARTS OF THE CHAPTER WHERE YOU SEE IT STARTING TO GET BAD.⚠️

We got to the car and Jacob pushed me in getting very mad. He got in closing the door. He put the seats back and threw me back there.

Jacob: You think it's ok Y/n? You think it's ok to ignore me? It's not ok because now you got daddy mad, and you have to be punished.

Y/n: I'm sorry, I said turned on and scared at the same time.

Jacob: Sorry won't save you now baby, he laid me on the back seat aggressively.

He pulled me kissing my neck really hard. He left large deep marks. He almost reminded me of a vampire. It gave me Damon Salvatore vibes. (FR🤭)

Jacob: Take your pants off now. When I look back at you, you better have no pants on.

I listened and took my pants off. I was in my shirt and thong. Jacob turned back to me with his pants off showing him sprung up. He pulled me closer to him flipping me over. I was on my hands and knees as he pushed I'm not giving me a warning. He smacked my a*s very hard making it sting.

Jacob: You ignore daddy! You don't listen! You get punished, he started to going fast not giving me a second to adjust.

Y/n: Dadd-

I got cut off by a bunch of flashing lights which looked like paparazzi people trying to take videos and see in the car.

Jacob: Oh sh*t, Jacob pulled out covering me and putting our pants back on.

He hopped back into our seats and Jacob turned the car on.

Jacob: On we're so f*cked baby, he said in a stressed voice.

I couldn't even talk. I was so embarrassed that my face was red and my thoughts were running. How could we be so dumb? How could we be so stupid? This is gonna go everywhere. People are gonna find out we're dating! People are gonna hate me! People are gonna cancel both of us, my breath becoming short as I started to feel like a was gonna faint. Jacob, who had already pulled out of the lot and was on the highway looked over at me. I was having the symptoms of a panic attack. I started to not be able to breathe more.

Jacob: Hey, babe? Talk to me! Are you ok, he touched my thighs.

I started to cry not being able to form words. I would try to talk but words wouldn't form and come out of my mouth.

Jacob: Y/n, Jacob got scared and pulled over!

He got up and ran out of the car coming on my side. He opened the door and I fell right into his arms barley being able to breathe and feeling so tired.

Jacob: Hey, hey, hey, I got you, he said I'm a comforting voice holding me. Breathe, baby, breathe. He took deep breathes in and out with me as I struggled. I started to feel so sick. I don't know if it was from nerves or if it was from being sick. I jumped out of Jacob's arms the panic attack starting to go away and threw up in the grass. Jacob came up running behind me. He held me stomach and my hair. I finished throwing up and the panic attack was gone. I fell into Jacob's arms as my head fell onto his back.

Jacob: Hey, your ok I'll get you some stuff to clean your face up.

He picked me up and sat me in the passenger seat. He opened my glove compartment, and took the stuff I had in there incase I were to have an episode like this. He cleaned my face off and buckled me back in. He got in the drivers seat and started to drive off. I was so tired as Jacob played the music he knew helped me after panic attacks and anxiety attacks. As we drove home I closed my else the whole time counting the beats in Vinnie's songs. Jacob put his hand on my thigh, to give me comfort as I was still shaking.