Jacob

Chapter Fity Four

Y/n's POV,

I woke up with my head pounding. I had no clue what was going on. I couldn't remember anything either. It was like there was a big cloud standing in between me and my memory. I sat up and saw I was in my room. Where was Midnight? Where was everyone? Where's Jacob?

Jacobs POV,

There's something wrong with me. I know there is. Why am I acting like this? Why am I a drunk? Why am I hurting the people I love most? I am I like this? There's really really really something wrong with me. I know I can't be saved not by her. I know it's over... I think I should j turn my shoulder and leave. I think I need to go back to Georgia for a while...

That's what I'm gonna do! I snuck into my room and packed everything. It was my whole life I even took one of my beautiful baby girls outfits with me to remember how small she is.

I need to get out of here. I need to never hurt anyone again especially them. The room looked kinda bare now. The last thing I did before leaving was open a drawer and take out a paper and pen.

Dear Y/n,

I need to fix myself. I need to fix the way I behave. I'm so sorry I have to leave you high and dry like this. I'm sorry I'm leaving you to raise our daughter by yourself. Just please know that I still love you so much and always have. Our love story isn't over yet baby, but for now it's on a break. Please take your ring off. I know looking at it will only cause pain now since you know I've made many mistakes these past few weeks... I'm holding you in my memories. I don't know when I'll be came but just know, till I am I'm breaking off the engagement. I'll send you money each week for Midnight. Good luck I will always love you! See you soon! Please be happy and don't worry about me...

Love,

Jacob

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I took my car and drove with all my stuff as tears poured down my face.

What if I never see them again? Then what? What do I do, I thought as the tears clouded my eyes and I called my mom.

Y/n's POV,

I went into the rooms around the house until I found everyone having a meeting in Thomas's office.

Y/n: What's going on, I said slightly opening the door?

Thomas: Looked up at me super serious.

Thomas's POV,

How do I tell her that we found the razor blades and all the hidden drinks in the bathroom? How do I tell her that I want to keep Midnight? How do I tell her she's damaged and I don't think she can be fixed?

Y/n's POV,

Y/n: Well is someone going to answer me, I looked around and saw Bryce holding Midnight?

Thomas: We found the drinks and the razors in the bathroom. We also found your notes u would write to yourself. I read them all, he said looking down.

I looked around and the whole room had their heads down. My heart stopped as I felt myself leave my body.

I ran and grabbed midnight with tears in my eyes as everyone yelled for me to stop. "Stop!" "wait!" "we want to help!" "Please we love you!"

I ignored and ran away for the final time. I started my car and drove. I didn't know where or when I was going to stop, but I knew one thing... I never want to see this house again...