Jacob

Chapter Fifty two

A/N: HEY GUYS!!! Welcome to the first chapter back wait till u see what happens... spoiler warning!
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Y/n's POV,

It's been a week since I had the baby and so far Jacob has been no help. I've been sitting in bed alone going back and forth. The only people that have helped are my brother and the girls. I feel like without them id be dying right now. I would be alone.

Every night so far Jacob's come back home drunk as hell. Sometimes with pink on his clothes. I'm not sure what it is though. Some nights he goes out with the boys and others he goes alone, and that's when I see a lot of whatever the pink shit on him is.

Right now I'm sitting on the couch in the living room with Midnight in my arms. She's asleep like a little kitten in my arms snuggled up against me. My eyes are heavy and about to close, as I sit on my phone looking at houses and scrolling on TikTok.

Right now I'm looking at Jaden. He's different... a good type of different. He's really funny and talented too. Listening to his music and watching his tiktoks are some of the things that help me get through this irritating stuff with Jacob right now.

*CRASH!*

I stood up no longer tired, but instead terrified! What was that noise? I stood up still holding the somehow asleep Midnight. I walk into the kitchen and see everyone filming.

Thomas: Haha, you guys are crazy! Your cleaning that up not me!

Everyone was there except Jacob and Ace.

Thomas: Oh, hey sis, he looked at me! Sorry did we scare u?

Y/n: Yea, I mumbled wide awake with no emotions.

I stumbled out of the doorway as everybody continued what they were doing. I walked upstairs to Midnight's room and closed the door locking it. I'm so depressed, and I don't know why.

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I put Midnight in her bed and cover her with a blanket. I looked at her little face and turned the night light on, and I shut the big light off. I went into the bathroom and closed the door. I bent down and opened the cabinet under the sink. I pulled back the trick wall to reveal a mini fridge. I opened the black mink fridge door and took out three different types of alcohol.

I closed the door and put the fake wall back up, as I closed the cabinet doors. I took grabbed a white claw, bottle size thing of Tito's that was almost empty, and champagne. I closed my eyes, opened the bottles, and drank all of them, before screwing my eyes shut with the burn. I shook my head and breathed heavily as I put the empty bottles behind the fake wall in the wooden cabinet.

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I walked out of the bathroom and closed the door quietly so Midnight wouldn't get woken. Then I left Midnight's room with the door cracked open just in case she woke up. I walked downstairs and outside the sliding door. I closed it behind me quietly so no one would know I went outside. The sun set as I sat in a chair by the pool. My eyes were closed, while my body lay back on the chair.

Twenty minutes later,

My eyes opened as I realized how drunk I was, and how dark it was. I stumbled back up into the house and sat down on the bean bag while everyone played games. I hadn't heard from Jacob all day. It wasn't normal for him... well maybe not a few weeks ago, but it is now. 

I was on TikTok looking at Jaden's videos. I feel like a fan girl even though I know him. It's kinda strange, but whatever. I hope my sober thoughts don't come out right now with drunk words.

Four hours later,

It was so late now, and I wasn't not waiting for Jacob anymore. I called him and got no answers so I texted him multiple times and got no answer.

I stumbled off the couch and to my bed. I walked into my room upstairs and lay down. I turned on my side with the blankets covering my small body. My heavy drunk eyes shut as I fell asleep and everything went black.

*3:00 am*

I felt someone lay on the bed next to me. I opened my eyes and saw Jacob coming to lay down. That's when..... That's when I saw his neck. Once again covered in what I now realize is pink lipstick, and Hickey's. He was with someone else tonight... I realised as tears filled my somehow still drunk eyes. I turned so I was facing away from him.

I stayed up for hours thinking about what I saw. I looked at my phone and it was six am. I got up out of bed as quiet and sneaky as possible, so Jacob wouldn't notice. T

That's when I walked into the bathroom and closed the door. I started crying super quiet so no one would bear me. I turned on the shower and took my clothes off, still crying.

How could be do this to me? After everything how could he? How could he do this to Midnight? How could he do this to his friends? How could he do this to his family?...

A/N: I HOPE YOU GUYS LIKE THE FIRST CHAPTER BACK!!! AS YOU CAN TELL WE JUMPIN RIGHT INTO THIS SHI!!!