Jacob

Chapter Thirty four

I woke up the next day my body feeling like it was cut open. I looked down and saw Jacob asleep on me still. I heard foot steps so I turned my head and saw Mia coming over with trays of food. I picked myself up and felt my head pounding. I slammed my head back down and felt Jacob move. I kinda made a sad face because I might have woken him. I looked back up at Mia and gave the best fake smile I could.

Mia: I'll put these here for when you guys wake up, she placed them down and sounding a little hung over.

Y/n: Thank you, I said as she walked away.

I put my nails in Jacob's hair and scratched his head. I couldn't stop thinking about what happened yesterday night. What does Aj want from me? Why would he say he came back for me? Was it just to torcher me? Was it supposed to make sure he was on my mind? I stopped scratching his head thinking about it. All of a sudden I felt Jacob's hands grab my waist pulling on my stitches a little.

Jacob: Why'd you stop, he said in a raspy morning voice?

Y/n: Sorry babe, I'm just thinking.

I started scratching his back again, as I felt him pull up my shirt and kiss my stomach.

Jacob: I'm sorry if I hurt you, he looked up at me rubbing his eyes.

Y/n: Its ok.

Jacob: So are you hungry, he looked over at the food?

Y/n: No not really. I don't feel like eating.

I looked at Jacob and he sighed. I could see the pain in his eyes.

Jacob: Baby, we have to help the baby. You need to eat so the baby gets food too.

Y/n: I know I- I just don't really get hungry.

Jacob: Please babe, eat for me.

I looked into his eyes and I could tell how he felt. I could tell he was worried about me.

Y/n: Fine, I said starting to move slowly.

Jacob got off of me and sat up. I saw all the bruises and marks he had on his body. I saw how abused he was by Aj. I felt a ray of sadness and anger start to come over me.

Y/n: I'll be right back, I got up off of the couch and walked into the hall way.

I stood in the hallway walking back and forth. I crossed my arms as the tears filled my eyes. I kept thinking about him and what he's done. I finally moved past it but now I'm back here, but this time he didn't just hurt me. He hurt Jacob now too. I'm not ok with that. I'm not ok with anyone getting hurt like that. A specially Jacob. He's the one thing I want forever. The world could fall apart and everyone could die and I wouldn't care. As long as he's ok. As long as someone who protects me is protected. I love him. He's the one.

I kept walking back and forth freaking out. I felt like I was going to have a mental break down. That's when I looked up after hearing foot steps. I saw Jacob looking at me. I could tell he was concerned. He didn't say anything he just looked at me. Then pulled me into a hug. I broke down in his arms and started crying on his naked chest.

Jacob: Aw, baby don't cry, he kissed my head and rubbed my back. Tell me what's wrong. I need to know so I can make it better.

I felt my stomach fill up with butterflies, but I knew there was no way for him to make it better.

Y/n: Y- you can't make it better, I looked down pulling out of the hug.

Jacob: Tell me what's wrong! No secrets remember, he cupped my cheek to get me to look up at him?

Y/n: It- it's just that I was hurt and abused so many times and now your here hurt and abused by Aj. It's no ok! I look at you and see the marks all over you! You were trying to protect me and you got hurt, I cried.