Jacob

Chapter Thirty five

We got in the house with all the boxes. I was shocked with how many there were. I didn't realize I had this much stuff. Jacob carried them upstairs to my room. I watched him walk up looking at the marks on him. Why? Why did this have to happen to him? Why? It's all my damn fault! I should have done something! More importantly why didn't Vinnie do anything? He was there! He told me not to go in the room! What did he think it was going well? Did he think Jacob was winning? Or was he setting this up the whole time? Was he setting it up because he doesn't like Jacob? Was he blocking me because he didn't want me to see? I just stared till he him the top. He looked down at me and smiled. I gave a fake smile back at him. He can always tell when somethings wrong. I hope he can't tell this time! I pray that he can't see threw me this time! What if he already knows? I snapped out of my thoughts and I followed him upstairs. I saw he was about to open all the boxes. I couldn't stop staring at the marks on his body. My perfect amazing boyfriend hurt by my ex boyfriend. It's not ok! Thinking about it makes my heart want to break. I know they'll go away but even if they do that's not going to wash away how I feel about what happened.

Jacob: Hey, he looked back at me snapping me out of my thoughts.

Y/n: Hey, I looked at him.

Jacob: Wanna unpack?

Y/n: We'll I have to go a doctors appointments now, so I can just do it later.

Jacob: Ok, he looked at me as awkward silence filled the room.

I know what I was going to say next might kill me. Even though this shouldn't be something I don't want.

Y/n: Do you wanna come or do you wanna stay here?

I almost hope he says no. I'm trying to distract myself from the fact that Jacob has those marks all over him.

Jacob stood up and walked over to me.

Jacob: I wanna come, the awkward silence filled the room again.

I tried to fake the smile as best as I could and hide the sigh I just made.

Jacob: What?

Y/n: Oh nothing, I looked up at him hiding my pain. I'm just nervous.

Jacob: We'll what's the doctors appointment for anyway?

Y/n: It's for my stitches.

I watched Jacob's face light up as I said that. He came closer to me and put his hands on my face.

Jacob: Are we gonna get you stitches out, he smiled the biggest smile I had ever seen?

I smiled but then stopped when I saw his arms and the bruises on his perfect jaw line.

Jacob: Hey, he made me look up at him! I'm ok, babe. You can't blame yourself for things that happened.

Y/n: Ok, I said not wanting to get further into the conversation.

Jacob: Good, now let's go, he grabbed my hand!

I faked the best smiled and laugh I could. I just can't shake the fact that someone came after someone I love. Not just anyone though. HIM!

I grabbed onto the railing my hand treading down it almost hitting Jacob's. As we got to the bottom of the stairs and our hands came off the railing we saw Vinnie with a chipotle bowl and spoon in his hand.

Vinnie: Hey, the awkwardness filled the room.

I rolled my eyes a little bit not having it. What if Vinnie set that up? What if he wanted that to happen? Vinnie's my good friend but I wouldn't put anything past anyone. Not even my own brother.