Jacob

Chapter Twenty five

The next day,

I woke up in my bed. I don't really remember much of the night except for the fight I had with Jacob, and now everyone knows I'm pregnant. Might as well leave while I still can. Ugh this is so sh*tty! The fact I still don't have a phone is so sh*tty! I turned on my side towards my Alexa.

Y/n: Alexa what time is it?

Alexa: It is 2:02 pm.

Ugh! I slept in all day and-

I got cut off

I tried to sit up but instantly felt the horrid hang over kick in. Ugh this sucks! I'm fighting with Jacob, I'm pregnant, and now everyone knows! Oh and to top it all off I feel like sh*t! I'm never drinking again! I turned over again.

Y/n: Alexa play dark side by Mr.Kitty!

Alex: Playing dark side by Mr.Kitty.

I laid in bed for two minutes bored and feeling like sh*t till the song ended. Then it popped into my mind. My Alexa account is hooked up to all my socials. I decided to make a tweet threw the Alexa since I've been off line for two days and I don't wanna make people worried.

Y/n: Alexa make a tweet.

Alexa: Ok, what would you like it to say?

Y/n: Hey guys, sorry I've been off line my phones broken and I need to get a new one. See you guys soon!

Alexa: Shall i tweet it?

Y/n: Yes.

Alexa: Ok tweet posted.

I really wanna go downstairs but I'm scared to see Jacob, and everyone else. It would be so awkward. Not only that but I wonder if everyone remembers what happened last night. If they do that would make it worse. I'm just gonna stay in bed and watch Netflix I guess. I mean, I really have nothing to do today. Also I don't think my anxiety can take going down there. I really, really don't need to have a panic attack or anxiety attack right now.

One hour later

Jacob's POV,

I woke up with the biggest hang over of my life. The first thing that popped into my mind after I thought about how bad my head hurt was my fight, my fight with Y/n. I love Y/n so much, and believe it or not I love the baby growing inside her almost more then her. I'm so worried the baby might be hurt or worse dead from all the drinking Y/n did last night. I wonder if she even remembers the fight. Ugh, it hurts my heart to be mad at her. It hurts my heart to not be holding her. It hurts my heart that our baby might be dead inside of her right now. I wanna go talk to her but I don't know if I can. I still have her new phone I have to give her. Maybe I'll do it today. That is if she even wakes up. I may have said I was sober last night but I was far from it. My head was in the right place though and I wasn't that drunk. I turned over my red led lights hitting my face and reflecting on my black bedding. I put my face in my silk pillowcase groaning in frustration. It felt like a dark cloud was over my head ready to spill out everywhere. It felt like a huge bowel of water was about to tip over and pour out onto my head. One wrong move and it was over. Maybe it's just the hang over talking but I want to cry. I wanna cry because I wanna be with Y/n! I wanna cry because I want my mommy and our baby! I'm gonna cry because I don't know if that baby's even alive or ok at this point! I wanna cry because I don't feel like I have the strength to get my muscular 6'6 body out of my pillowcase.

Y/n's POV,

Tears were pouring down my face as my noise felt cold, and my body shook because I was so sick and so lonely. I'm so lonely because I want Jacob. I'm so lonely because I wish that fight never happened. I'm so lonely because all I want is to feel his warm arms and huge body hug me. I'm so lonely because I love Jacob. I'm so lonely because I hurt him and now I feel like I would cause him pain by going around him. I'm so lonely because he might hate me for possibly hurting or killing the baby last night.

*That's when it hit me.*

What if the babies dead inside me right now from all the drinking last night? It's all my fault if it is! I sh- should have been responsible, but sometimes being responsible is too much. Sometimes I need a f*cking break, I slammed my head down onto my head board knowing it would cause me pain. I wanted to feel it though because I felt like I deserved it.

All of a sudden I hear a knock on my door. My head springs up really feeling the pain from hitting it on my headboard. I hoped it was Jacob but when the door opened I saw Ace. Not just any Ace though. A put together looks like he never drank the whole party last night and is hung over Ace.

Ace: Hey Y/n, he walking in a couple steps looking at me.

Y/n: Hey, I hoped he didn't remember what happens last night.

Ace: Look I'm not gonna say anything about last night or ask any questions. I just wanted to  know if you wanna hang out with Vinnie today? He's been asking and I kinda need to help Jacob I mean it's like almost three, and he hasn't gotten out of bed. 

Y/n: What?

Ace: Yeah, he's still in bed.

Y/n: Oh well tell Vinnie yes, i guess, I sad getting out of bed.

Ace: Ok I'll text him, he said walking out of the door and stopping. Oh what time?

Y/n: Four, I said getting up fighting the hang over.

Ace walked out of the room and closed the door. I walked into my closet and opened a few drawers looking for a hoodie to wear. I don't really wanna dress up considering I don't really feel that well. I found the perfect green sweatshirt and saw a few pairs of pants laying around. I walked over to them and picked out a white pair since I won't be getting my period for a while. I saw a pair of my air forces sitting down and decided since I haven't warn them in a while I would. I didn't put on any makeup since I felt horrible.

^ This is what I chose to wear.

I wanted to put my hair up because I really don't need it in my face today. Plus I need to take a shower when I get home. I need the sun glasses because- well we all know why. I walked down the stairs slowly with my head pounding loudly. I saw Vinnie putting his shoes on by the door.

Vinnie: Hey, finally ready to hang out?

Y/n: Yeah, I said walking out the door grabbing his key. I went out there and unlocked his car turning it on. I moved to the passenger seat and waited for Vinnie to get in the car. Finally he got in and I stared out the window the whole drive.

Vinnie: You ok?

Y/n: Yeah, just thinking about my fight with Jacob. I feel really bad.

Vinnie: I'm sure it'll be fine soon. You guys just need to talk, he started playing his music knowing it makes me feel better.

Y/n: I also hate going out it public still. So I'm a little nervous.

Vinnie: We'll better shape out the nerves cause we're here, he said pulling up to the breakfast place.

I got out of the car and....