Jacob

Chapter Thirty six

Y/n's POV,

I woke up the next day with the sun on my face. I felt Jacob holding me tight. I couldn't stop thinking about his body. I couldn't stop thinking about him. I know that's wrong because I'm in Jacob's arms but.... Aj put me threw hell and now he showed up and did it to Jacob. It's not fair. It's not ok. I wish I could go back in time and never except dating Aj. I wish I could go back in time and stop a lot of things going on in my life. I wish I could go back in time and stop from fighting with Vinnie. I was going to get up when I felt Jacob's grip on me tighten.

Jacob: Your staying here with me babe, he kissed my neck.

It sent instant shivers down my spine. I'm so needy and desperate for him. Maybe that's why I feel this way. Maybe what's why I lashed out the other day. I took a deep breath honestly a little scared to say this to Jacob because I know how much it would turn him on.

Y/n: I need you daddy, I whispered in his ear. (Sorry for the ppl who hate that. Just change it to what you want.)

All of a sudden he moved on top of me and I was under him. He had both his hands on the sides of me by my head. I couldn't take the fact that he was over me like this. I couldn't take the fact that we both know we can't do anything.

Jacob: Y/n? Why would you say that? You know who that makes me feel. And I can't do anything to you. It's not fair, his eyes looked into mine piercing my sole.

Y/n: I know but I want you so bad. I don't even care anymore!

Jacob: You should care though. You could hurt the baby, he looked to the side of me now not on top of me anymore.

Y/n: I do, I sat up a little looking at him. I mean I don't care about myself. As long as I can feel you, as long as I can have you, as long as you love me I won't care about myself like how you care about me. I'll care about you more. I'll put you first. Trust me, I sat up and whispered into his ear.

Jacob's POV,

Her words. They make my heart smile. They make my eyes widen. Even with all the pain she's going threw she just wants me. She just wants to make me happy. She just wants me and the perfect little story she probably has planned out in her head.

Y/n's POV,

He put his hand on my back squeezing on my top. He pushed me down so my head hit the pillow. I looked into his eyes as I felt his body in between my legs. He was laying down leaning in between my legs. He touched my cheek and rubbed it with his thumb. All of a sudden I felt his lips touch mine. Our tongues connected dancing around with each other. As he was sitting up with me the kiss was still connected. He was about to pull of my shirt when he stopped.

Jacob: You know we can't do this Y/n, he looked down.

Y/n: I know, I sat on the bed away from him.

The awkward silence filled the room as we sat there sad and depressed.

Jacob: So when's your doctors appointment today?

Y/n: It's at three pm.

Jacob: We should probably start getting ready now, he looked down.

Y/n: Yeah, I kept my head down and stood up.

Jacob's POV,

She made a noise when I was in between her legs. I was so turned on. That noise she made was quiet but it was there. She was wet. She- she was turned on.

I stood up and walked out of the room. I looked back at Y/n staring at me on the bed. I turned my head back around and took two steps till she said something.