Jacob

Chapter Fifty

Two days later,

Jacob: Babe what's wrong, he said looking at me concerned.

Y/n: It's just...

Jacob: What?

Y/n: Don't you think we've become a little vanilla, I said looking down at the floor.

Jacob didn't say anything for two minutes. That's when I looked up at him and he gave me a blank look. He still didn't say anything.

Y/n: J-

I got cut off when Mia yelled my and Jacob's name.

We walked down the stairs with Jacob still having a blank look. It's not good for us to be fighting. I mean... I'm gonna have Midnight soon, and I love Jacob so much. I just think no sex, no anything we used to do is making me bored and making things feel bland. We walked into the movie room and Jacob sat away from me. My face started to get red. How childish! What the fuck is wrong with him!?  I sat down on a couch next to Bryce. The movie started and Bryce handed me some popcorn.

Bryce: Hey what's going on with you and Jacob, he whispered.

Y/n: I don't wanna talk about it, I whispered looking at the movie.

Bryce: Bro what happened, he said shoving popcorn in his mouth.

Y/n: I'm bored ok, I yelled! I'm bored! I told him I'm bored and the sex is vanilla! I told him how I felt, I yelled!

Bryce: You did what, he yelled and looked at me shocked?! You can't do that Y/n! You know how you prob-

We got cut off by everyone staring at us. My heart started to raise and my throat started to get dry. I looked at Jacob who's face was blank.

I turned back to Bryce.

Y/n: Really, I walked out!

I ran to the backyard and sat down on the ground. I looked over at the Sun. It's so bright the middle of everything yet people still seem to ignore it. It brings light to everyone and everything. Without it we wouldn't be us. I wouldn't be me. So why the f*ck can't I seem to realize the same cycle isn't boring? I guess I get used to things. I shouldn't get used to things. I took a deep breath as my hands started to shake and I ripped my hands through my hair.

I hope this baby changes things. I hope she makes it better. I hope Midnight makes me feel better. I hope Midnight makes things better.

I snapped out of my thoughts when someone sat down next to me. I looked and saw Jacob.

Jacob: Hi baby, he looked at me serious. I'm sorry you feel that way. I'm sorry we haven't been doing anything, he looked down at his feet.

Y/n: I'm sorry I made you feel so bad. I just wanted to be honest. I love you so much and I just want you to know how I feel all the time.

Jacob: And I want to feel you, he looked at me and held my hands.

He grabbed my face and pulled me in. I felt his soft lips touch mine and I pulled away smiling.

Jacob: I love you, he grabbed my inner thigh.

He looked at my inner thigh then his blue eyes locked with mine.

Jacob: Y/n?

Y/n: Yeah?

Jacob: I love and I never wanna loose you, his blue eyes locked with mine and the serious look on his face made me know.

Y/n: You won't, I said grabbing his hands together and smiling at him lightly.

Jacob: Good, he looked at me and smiled slightly before flying on top of me.

I smiled at him.

Wow what a good guy. I just told him all this shit and he still really wants to be with me. He still really loves me. I love him. Jacob grabbed my shirt and pulled on it while kissing me. He took his hand and rubbed my thigh. All of a sudden while sitting there I felt a sharp pain. Then water.

Y/n: Jacob.... I think my water just broke, I said shocked looking at him.

He looked at me shocked not knowing what to do or how to react.

Jacob: I'll get the car, he said with a blank look on his clearly freaked out.