There are a lot of things I wish I would've said to you. I wish would've let you know how I felt, how I thought, and how I loved. I also wish I would've told you how you ruined me. How you broke me. Was it all a lie? 𝐄𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤, 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐭𝐨𝐮𝐜𝐡, 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 "𝐈 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮", 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐚 𝐣𝐨𝐤𝐞? You meant everything to me, and I spent every second making you feel like you were. Meeting you, loving you, felt like the best feeling in the world. As much as I hate to say it, something about your presence in my life changed me for the better. When I moved to Bandera, I became a better person, because of you. It always seemed like you were unapologetically yourself, showed how you were. I took you for the "Love me or leave me", type. But I never left you by choice. You made me leave you. Look at what you did to me. You said you'd never hurt me but look at you. Yes, there were a lot more things that I wish I would've said to you back there, but one thing I'll say is that you are nothing like 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞.
