I eat and eat and eat
It was good so I eat
I don't stop until it is gone
Happy returns but at what cost?
my mind rattles yet I eat cause eat is what I must
The feeling of joy I need
The sinking feeling must go
Yet it returns back stronger and quicker
The panic returns
It all comes back
so I eat but it's gone
so I sit alone empty with tears
The mirror mocks once more
The voices eat as tears brim
The empty returns, the happy gone
The voices eat more as I starve
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If anyone reading this suffers from binge eating then I understand. You are trying and it takes time but trust me you will get there slowly. Sometimes food helps but sometimes it doesn't. You are trying your best.
Take care,
Sera
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PoetryAge comes with a lot of surprises and mainly nothing good. "The old me is still there but she is too hurt" A look into my teens. Credits to @MissFischee98 for this wonderful gift (cover)
