I'm Bad

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Worthless
Pathetic
Worst daughter

It should hurt me
My heart should pain
I'm used to hurting

I'm used to crying

Those words still hurt but it hurts a little less

a smile forms ever so slowly

I'm used to it

I'm used to not being good enough

Good they say but I was never good

Maybe that's why I still try

because I know what good means

Good should never argue nor should they shout

I'm not good because I can't make the people around me happy

It's okay though

At least I know

At least I can smile and say I'm bad

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Hey! How have you all been?

I want you to know that those words will hurt. Insults will always pain no matter how strong we are, but it's okay. THings happen and we have to learn to accept things and move on. I know it's easier said than done, but surround yourself with people who make you happy and trust me you will always smile.

I'm sorry for being absent for so long, but it's not really my choice since my health comes first and I'm not well at the moment.

I Just wanted to thank

MissFisher98

@poetryandwine

@BooneC

@Ruby850

@-delenarocks

For showing so much love to this book. It truly helped me feel better and gave me a boost in publishing this poem.

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