Age comes with a lot of surprises and mainly nothing good.
"The old me is still there but she is too hurt"
A look into my teens.
Credits to @MissFischee98 for this wonderful gift (cover)
Thump thump thump thump My heart accelerates once again My vision blurs and my heart responds Beating faster Thump thump thump thump
I spare a glance at my hands They shake violently, making my heart beat faster Thump thump thump thump The people blur and though I breath normally I can't breath
Then realization hits me as I realize the cause My new friend was back This time stronger, making me realize how weak my walls were
Panic, he whispered Wrong, he whispered It loved my new condition Completely wrecked as it fed on me
I closed my eyes tight and took sharp breaths You think that will help, he whispered I'm much stronger than that he whispered His words imprinting in my mind, mocking me My eyes flew open and I found my self placing my hand on my heart Which seemed so desperate to run away Thump thump thump thump
Hands shaking, I grabbed onto the mouse and click start The other exam opens and I start solving, ignoring my symptoms And to my luck, it worked My heart slowly slowed down And I forgot about the little voice
I'm still scared though But I won't let him know Because the moment he knows, he won't leave again
************ Different stages of anxiety? For anyone who is dealing with anxiety and who has dealt with it, i just want to tell you that you are strong. Really strong because anxiety can ruin a person's life. Trust yourself, even if you can't do it directly try it because you have the power to help yourself not anyone else. It's all you.
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