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Forbidden Desires

It's wrong
Always has been
But the forbidden fruit tastes better
It's sweeter than the rest

But is it really forbidden when it makes you happy?
When the sweet taste keeps you sane
I question it over and over again
Hoping for an answer I won't get

It pulls me closer and I crave to follow
But it's always a no
It's no because I like it
Because it feels right

My head pounds and my soul cries
As it begs for a taste
Just a mere taste to keep me sane

And then there is hope as a no finally comes to a hesitant yes
I'm euphoric as I grab the fruit in my hands
I bring it closer to fulfill the feeling of content
But boy was I wrong to believe you
The fruit is snatched from my hands, replaced with a shattering no

I know that no is easy to say
But why can't we make an agreement?
Why is it so hard to explain that I want it?
You give me hope
A chance, then why do you change your mind?

My head is pounding
My world is spinning
I feel like screaming, shouting and even throwing a tantrum but your walls are strong
Mine were too until you found the hole
You used it to break me
And now the key lays in your hands Unprotected as you use me to your desire

I ended up on my knees, crying
But your heart feels so cold
I can't reason with you no more
I failed to have the fruit in my hand

But I'm still trying
I'm still hoping that we can reason
That my desires have a purpose
That I'm still human

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Sometimes we want to do something and our parents will disagree.They will say no and even when they agree, when you do it, they will pretend they never agreed. It's annoying but sometimes it takes a while to get through and sometimes they just won't budge.

Honestly, it hurts when you are trying to explain why you want to do something and you can't get your point across.

Let me know what are you thoughts in the comments and once again I would like to thank all my readers for all the love and support. You never fail to surprise me.

It gets better,

Anera