Flames of a lie

Chapter 84

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And just like that bomb exploded.

He put me on the bed while keeping his dominating lips connected to my lips. I breathed heavily as his hands moved all over the side of my waist. They felt so eager as they moved on my body. He squeezes my waist from time to time as his wet lips slide on mine in dominance. He was kissing me so dominatingly as if he was trying to show me something. Something raw that I couldn't put my finger on. First I was confused and shocked at his sudden action.

Why is he kissing me suddenly after ignoring me all these days like I meant nothing to him?

This question kept on repeating in my head as he kissed me hard and fast as if he needed it very badly like the air we breathe. Like he wanted to keep himself sane and it was the only way to do it. But slowly my confusion was cleared and I understood his dominance. He was showing his anger with each stroke of his dominating lip. He was showing his power over me. He was mad and it was clear in the way he was kissing me. I stayed numb under him as he poured his anger into it. He sucked on my lower lips asking for entrance but I didn't let him. Because I know he is kissing me to show me his dominance over me, nothing else. He still has more power over my body than I. He is showing me he can bend me any way he wants and I'm letting him do it. Angry tears started to build in my eyes as he continued asking for entrance but I didn't let him.

He growled in annoyance when I didn't respond to him back. He moved his hand under my top and groped my breast making me gasp at his touch. My toes dug into the mattress as I felt a foreign sensation in my whole body. Taking advantage of it he slipped his tongue inside my mouth to show his dominance even more like a possessive caveman because I refused to kiss him back. He was slowly making me feel drunk with his dominance but now I kept hanging on to it and not giving in. A tear slipped out of the corner of my eyes as I put my hands on his hard chest and pushed him. He took hold of both my hands and pinned them above my head. He parted our lips an inch away.

"Kiss me back" he growled like a possessive caveman sending chills to my spine but I didn't give in. His lips brushed over me as he said that. I was feeling his hard gaze on me but I still kept my eyes closed and looked away.

"No," I denied as I moved my face and looked straight into his eyes. His grey eyes became even darker with madness when I refused him. I saw so many emotions getting surfaced in his eyes but he covered them with sheer anger. My refusal was making him go mad but why. Why does he want to dominate me when he has moved on? Why does he want me to kiss him back when he doesn't even want to recognize my existence when we are in the same room? I swallowed the big lump that formed in the base of my throat when I saw his mad eyes fixed on me.

"Don't make me do it?" he said in his mad yet firm voice while looking back into my eyes.

"Why do you want me to kiss you back? What do we have in between us for you to demand such a thing from me" I asked in my mad voice, making him clench his jaw. He stayed quiet, not saying anything as I expected. It hurt me even more. He just wants to show his authority over me, nothing else. He just wants to do whatever he wants in his madness.

"There is nothing in between us," he said, rubbing salt on my bruised heart. I stayed numb as more tears built up in my eyes. He was saying those harsh words but it looked like he was not convinced by his own words.

"I knew it," I mocked with a small hurt smile on my face and yanked my hands out of his hold. His silence hurt me but his words hurt me even more. I tried to push him but he was not ready to move away and kept pinning me under his weight.

"When we don't have anything in between us then why do you keep doing this to me," I asked him as an angry tear slipped out of the corner of my left eye. "Why do you keep on confusing me? Why do you keep on demanding things from me when I'm nothing to you" I said as tears slipped out of my eyes. I wanted to yell at him and cry out loud but I kept on bottling my emotions because I knew it meant nothing to him. I wanted an answer very badly. He has still not forgiven me and never will be. The realisation that it hurt me like sharp pins were poked in my beating heart at the same time. Seeing him with another woman had broken something inside me and going on with the rest of my life where he pretends I don't exist for him will be unbearable for me. I should leave. Because I know he doesn't want me here. Tears welled up in my eyes as my situation cleared in front of my eyes.

"You are again doing what you wanted to do, not caring for another person," he said in his mad voice as he looked down at me.

"You deceived me for your good until you got what you wanted. You pretended to love me just for your benefit. You kept me in the dark and played with my feelings accounting for your will. So stop showing as if you are the only one who is suffering," he said in his furious voice while pinning my hands back to either side of my head. "You deceived me. You played with my feelings and would have kept playing with them until now" he said in his mad voice while looking straight into my eyes. More tears fell out of my eyes as he accused me.

"I'm sorry," I sobbed because I had nothing else to say. I know I have hurt him but I was hurt too.

"You think you're sorry I can resolve everything. Whenever I see you, your eyes look at me innocently. I feel burns in my chest whenever I look into them. It makes me remember how you played with my feelings. How did I doubt myself?" he said with a clenched voice, still pinning me under his weight. I swallowed the lump that formed in my throat. I took all his blame for all his accusations quietly. He let me go and got out of bed.

"Just why don't you leave my mind. Just why don't you leave me alone? Why are you always dominating my thoughts? It makes me feel more anger towards you. Just why don't you get the hell out of my mind and heart" he said angrily while looking down at me.

"Just get the hell out of my life if you want to stop this all. Don't show me your face ever" saying that he walked out of the room leaving me behind.

I stayed there numbly as more tears kept on falling out of my eyes.

"I will get the hell out of your life for good"

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