My Baby Love (A Bang Chan Daddy AU)

Chapter 1: The Meeting

Being a 27-year-old and being a Little hasn't been easy. As I get older, I grapple with the possibility that I will never find a Daddy or someone who will even accept me as a Little. I've tried denying who I am just to be accepted by others, but I always ended up choosing myself over them. But it gets lonely sometimes. I crave a man that will hold me when I'm Little and scold me when I'm being bratty. I want a man that will discipline me when I need it. And, above all, I'm looking to be loved and to give love.

I'm sitting at my desk, getting ready to write another article for the fetish website I work for. It's an international website that has many elements to it. It functions as a dating site, Reddit-like forum, quiz site, and news outlet for the community. It's been a great source of comfort as sometimes I feel alone without a Daddy. I graduated from my university with a degree in journalism so when I was seeking jobs after graduation, I stumbled across this site and saw that they were hiring writers. It was the best job I could receive as I get to write about my experience of being a Little and get paid for it. I get to write from home as this job is remote.

Since I have an account on this website, I set up a personal profile in the dating section. I've had many "Daddies" reach out to me over time, but none of them could give me what I am looking for. A lot of them have sexualized me as a Little and I don't want that. I use my Little Space as a coping mechanism and a form of escapism. I'm my happiest when it comes to being in my Little Space. I don't want that tainted by men thinking I'll call them "Daddy" during sex. Being a Little has never been sexual for me and I don't want it to be that way.

As I send off my latest article to my editor for publishing, I receive a notification for a message on the site. I get notifications for messages all the time and I usually just read them and move on, but this one caught my attention. The message reads:

"Hi! I read through your profile and was wondering if you'd like to chat. If not, I totally understand." The message intrigues me as most messages I receive from men ask to be my Daddy or photos of my body. I appreciate the option to just not respond at all if I'm not up for it. This makes me want to talk to them instead of ignoring them as I do to messages I don't like.

Their username is WolfDaddy97. Which I think is kind of cute, but I would hate it if they had the "Alpha male" mentality. I go to the profile of this person and see that they've fully fleshed out their profile, but their profile picture is a laptop with a pair of headphones on top of it. It's sort of sketchy, but there's plenty of information about this person to make me believe they are a real person. I gather that they are a couple of years younger than me, they live in Seoul, they work in the music industry, and they are a Daddy. Seeing that we live in the same city, I decide to message them back.

"Hello there! I'm down to talk! :)" is the message I send back.

I check the time and I realize that it's almost two in the morning. I didn't realize it was so late. But the person messaged me during this time so maybe they're still awake. As I contemplate that thought, I hear the little ding of a notification. The person has messaged me back.

"Wow. I didn't think you would be up at this hour. How are you doing?"

"I'm doing fine. I just finished working on an article for this site. What are you doing up at this time?"

"I'm working on some music. I don't know if you've read my profile, but I work in the music industry. I also don't really sleep well so I stay up at night."

"Ah. That's cool. Are you a producer? I usually sleep early but I wanted to get ahead of my deadline so I decided to finish it tonight. I didn't even realize I was up so late."

So far the conversation is pleasant. This person isn't pushing any kind of Daddy agenda or mentioning me being a Little. They are just making conversation with me and I appreciate that.

"Yeah. I do produce music. Do you plan on going to bed soon? I don't want to keep you awake if you want to go to bed. We can always talk another time." Reads a message sent by this person.

"I appreciate that. I should probably go to bed now. We can definitely talk tomorrow! Or I guess later today. :P"

"Of course. I would love to talk to you later today. I hope you have a good sleep!"

"Thank you! I hope you get a good rest as well! :)"

I lay my phone on my bedside table as I get ready for bed. I go through my whole night routine, skincare, hair care, and arranging my bed so my stuffed animals are away from the edge of my bed. I grab my favorite stuffed animal, a pink axolotl I named Axel, and settle into my bed. I turn off my lights and lie down. As I drift off to sleep, I think about the brief conversation I had with WolfDaddy97.

There wasn't much there to the conversation, but I can already feel good energy from them. They didn't bring up anything about me being a Little, which I don't mind at all. I expect people to mention me being a Little as that's what the site is for. Talking about being in the BDSM is usually the conversation I have on there. I'm kind of excited to keep talking to them and see where the conversation can go. It's refreshing having a simple conversation that doesn't involve me being a Little. I hope we get to talk more tomorrow. Or later today.