My Baby Love (A Bang Chan Daddy AU)

Chapter 2: His Side

Bang Chan's POV

I didn't mean to go on a fetish website. I honestly didn't. I don't know how Felix managed to find this site, but when he did, he decided to show it to me and suggested it I put myself on it. As in putting myself on their dating site. As if that isn't the most dangerous thing I could do for myself and my career. Who knows who can find my profile there? That information could ruin everything I've worked for up until this point.

To give some context, I am Daddy Dom. I discovered I was one around the age of 21 (international age 21). I happened to be scrolling around the internet and I found this BDSM quiz. I decided to take it for the fun of it and when my results classified me as a Daddy Dom, it made sense. I have this dominating energy that coincides with my caring nature and it just clicked for me. But I didn't think I could live that kind of lifestyle while being an idol. If someone were to stumble upon this information, it could ruin all the hard work I put into Stray Kids and getting my boys to where we are today. So I locked that part of me far away. I never even thought about finding a Little. I knew this was something I couldn't indulge in.

Felix found out about me being a Daddy when he accidentally saw my BDSM test results on my phone. He wasn't supposed to see it, but he borrowed my phone to look something up and it just happened to pop up first. When he asked me about it, I felt immediate shame. It made me look perverted. But he never made me feel bad about it. He just had a lot of questions and I gave as many answers as I could give. I'm still very new to being a "Daddy" and there is a lot I don't know since I don't have a Little. Felix was pretty understanding when I told him and he promised to keep my secret for me.

The whole notion that I like young girls was and are far from the truth. I just want someone that I can take care of. Someone that can dote on me whenever they need me. I know I take care of my members, but it's not the same thing. When Stays caught that Baby Girl photo in my camera roll, I felt exposed. It was mostly my fault for keeping that in my photos, but I've seen the comments online about me being a Daddy. That's why I had to make that joke about Stays being my 'Baby Girls'. It felt wrong though. I want someone special out there to receive that title. I want someone to actually be my Baby Girl. It would be easier to find someone if I wasn't an idol.

Wondering around the site, I stumbled across one profile that catches my attention. Her username is LittleWriter. I can't fully see her face in her profile picture, but her dark brown doe eyes immediately pull me in. The other half of her face is covered by a Hello Kitty mask, but that just makes her even cuter. I click on her profile and begin digging through it. She's older than me, she lives in Seoul, which is incredible, and she's looking for a Daddy. I read through the things she likes and the things she doesn't. It feels like we want the same things, but I'd have to talk to her to figure out if that's actually true. I haven't talked to anyone yet on this site as I'm too scared to talk to anyone, but this could be the one, or at least, the first one.

I typed up a simple message: "Hi! I read through your profile and was wondering if you'd like to chat. If not, I totally understand." I want to make sure she doesn't feel like she has to talk to me or anything. It's a few minutes before she messages me back. We have a pleasant back-and-forth before I realize how late it is. A Little like her should get some proper sleep. I leave the conversation feeling good about it. I'd like to talk to her more.

I turn back to my laptop as I do the finishing touches on the title track for our next album. It's our first album since Kingdom and it's a full album too. Everything needs to be perfect before we can release this album. I work on the title track for so long, I don't get to bed till 5 in the morning. Thankfully today is one of our few days off so I can sleep in. I don't get up till around noon. I walk into our kitchen and see everyone in the living room and kitchen.

"Leader-min!" Jisung exclaims jokingly. "Thanks for joining us in the world of the living."

"Ha ha, Jisung," I respond sarcastically. I even clap for dramatic effect. "It's our day off so I can do whenever I want."

Suddenly my phone goes off. All of the guys look my way as I check out what's going on on my phone. It's her. She sent me a message first. "Good afternoon! I hope you had a good sleep. I just woke up from my sleep. :) Let me know when you're available to talk. By the way, what are your pronouns?"

I try to contain my excitement at her texting me first as I tuck my phone back into my pocket. I want to respond to her right away, but I don't want to look suspicious in front of the guys. Especially when I barely know this girl. It does feel nice to know she thought about me enough to message me first.

I grab some leftovers and a drink out of the fridge and a pair of chopsticks. I sit on an empty chair at the dinner table and start eating. I notice the room is a lot quieter than when I walked in so I look up from my food. Everyone is looking at me.

"What's up?" I ask nonchalantly.