After eating with Chihoon and making sure he went to bed, tucked in with a kiss good night, I sit Bang Chan and I in the living room so we're not too loud as the bed rooms are right next to each other and we'll be talking for awhile. At least, I will be. Bang Chan shifts our positions so my legs are settled across his lap. I make sure I have Wolf Chan in my arms so I have something to cuddle.
"So," I start off softly, looking away from Bang Chan. "I'm sure you're wondering about my relationship with my family and why I never talk about them."
I look over at Bang Chan nods his head and allows me to keep talking.
"Well," I say. "I am no longer in contact with my family. I am the only child of my mother and father. And well, we had a falling out when I was about 20. My parent found out that I am a Little and they kicked me out. I thought I was alone in the house one day when I was deep into my Head Space and they saw me with a binkie in my mouth watching children cartoons. They saw me surrounded by stuffed animals and they freaked out. They started yelling at me, saying that I was digusting and a freak, and practically dragged me out of the house. And that was the last time I saw them.
They cut me off financially and locked me out of the house. When Younghoon found out, he took me in, no questions asked. His parent acted like I was their daughter so they took me in immediately. They didn't ask any questions either. Younghoon managed to sneak into their house and grab me as many of my old belongings as possible m and stole a stack of money from their safe, which I knew the code for. Younghoon made sure that I was taken care of after that. No one from my extended family got in contact with me after I was disowned. Younghoon and his family are all I have left. Those people I call mother and father are not my family anymore. Chihoon is the only person I regret not being able to get ahold of. I was able to keep my original phone number, but it was at the cost of losing all of my contacts. It took me a while to be financially stable.
When Younghoon began his idol training, he pretty much took me with him. He convinced his company to allow me hang around him and his group before they debuted. He said he wouldn't continue training with them if I wasn't allowed to be there for everything. His company was so desperate to keep him as a trainee that they complied. Even after they debuted, they allowed me to hang around. I even stayed at their dorm for a few months while I was working to afford my own apartment. His members fell in love with me and loved having a Noona figure around. It helped when they couldn't see their families for long periods of time. I was their source of comfort. His company saw the benefit of me and decided that they needed to protect me. They hide me away from the media and give me special privileges to make sure I was safe from anything. My badge gets me into every schedule and event The Boyz are invited to. Even their solo schedules, I am able to go to, at the request of the member. They even brought me on their international travels as I am their little piece of home. I keep them grounded and they are grateful for that.
I don't know where I would've been if it weren't for Younghoon taking me in when he did. The fact that my family completely abandoned me still hurts, but at least I know I have a family I can be me with. Even Little me."
I finish explaining everything and Bang Chan immediately pulls me onto his lap and gives me a tight hug. I hug him back just as tight.
"I'm happy that you have people who love you," Bang Chan murmurs into my ear. "And now you have even more people to love you. Especially me."
I pull away from the hug so I can look at Bang Chan. I can see the love he has for me swirling in his eyes. I hope he can see the love in mine. I lean in and give him a short kiss on the lips. I lean back and smile at him.
"I love you," I almost whisper to him. My voice being ever so soft. "I love you so much."
"I love you too," Bang Chan copies my tone of voice. "I love you, Ami."
Bang Chan takes my chin and pulls me in for another kiss. We share the kiss for awhile before pulling apart. We share the same smile as we're content with the moment we shared.
"Will you stay the night?" I ask him softly.
"Of course I will," Bang Chan replies back. "Do you still have some of my clothes in your closet?"
"Mhmm. Sometimes I wear your shirt to sleep. Now you can wear it so your scent will be all over it again."
"Aw... You like it when my shirts smell like me?"
"Of course I do! That way you're always with me. Which reminds me, I'm stealing your cologne before I leave for the tour."
"Why do you have to steal mine? I can buy you one, baby."
"But it's not the same if I don't take it from you."
"Baby, that's not how that works. I'll just buy you one before you leave. And I'll give you one of my hoodies so you can wear it too."
"I already have one of your hoodies."
"When did you take one of my hoodies?"
"Yesterday."
"Okay, well I can wear that hoodie again so it can smell like me again. Just for you, baby."
"Yay! I love the smell of you, Daddy."
"Aw... Thank you, baby. Now let's go to bed. Your bed time is coming up. And I want to snuggle with my baby girl."
"Yay! Snuggles!"
"Baby, inside voice."
"Yay. Snuggles."
"Good girl."
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My Baby Love (A Bang Chan Daddy AU)
RomanceBang Chan enters a fetish website looking to find his Baby Girl. Being an Idol, he has to hide his identity and keep his image as clear as possible. What happens when he finds exactly what he's been looking for for so long? Will she be understanding...