"I am scared Cyn.."
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Just who was he to her? It was a question whose answer even she didn't knew sometime... He meant a lot to her, more than words or feelings could describe.. Starting from the most shitties one, he was her student, her apprentice, the first person in Jublife she would trust her life with, her best friend... He was a lot to her... And with every passing day, the line grew blur and blur...
The first person she allowed in the confined walls of her heart...
Cynthia was a champion, she had seen death on more than occasions she could count but with Ash.. She wanted him to live a life without any regret...
He was the first person she grew to care about more than herself... As she saw frozen gaze of all three occupants of the room, her heart shriveled into her ribcage pounding as hard as he could.. All the blood rushed into her ears as she held the chair next to her tightly to prevent falling down... The world around her started to crumble to dust...
The pumping blood of her ear didn't allowed her to hear anything... She looked at Astrid's lips part but no sound came out of them or they did but her mind wasn't in a state to process them...
"Yeah, nice joke Ash.. This ain't even April... I am gonna give you time to cool down your shitty head and talk to you later..." Astrid wanted to storm out of the room as fast as she could... Her world stopped... The world she built with Ash crumbled to dust right as he spoke the words she believed were lies and stepped next to Ash who grabbed her hand to stop her from leaving...
"Astrid..."
"Don't..." She warned him... She hid her face from him ignoring the tears staining her cheeks as he gripped her hand.. He attempted to pull her closer and it turned the bad situation worse... "DON'T LIE TO ME... YOU CAN'T LEAVE US LIKE THAT... NOT AFTER LAST NIGHT.. I LOVE YOU GODDAMIT.." Her embraced her pulling her against his body as her head collided with his chest dampening the spot it made contact as she bursted into tears...
He held her wildly trashing body against himself allowing her to cry... Astrid never hated the world, but for the first time she felt like hating it... Everything was against them in every way possible.. "You can't.." She crashed onto the ground.. Her tears dampened his entire shoulder as he cradled her in a lame attempt to soothe her with his free hand...
She wanted to believe it was a lie but the seriousness he spoke it with scared her.. Cynthia's vision blurred as she tumbled over the table grabbing a glass of water holding her head tightly.. She felt like it would break down any moment from here.. A thin layer of panic sweat covered her face as she tried to control herself but it was impossible...
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𝙾𝚞𝚛 𝙵𝚘𝚛𝚋𝚒𝚍𝚍𝚎𝚗 𝙻𝚘𝚟𝚎 [ C̶y̶n̶t̶h̶i̶a̶ X̶ A̶s̶h̶ X Astrid ]
Fanfiction❝ Pure hearts; Sinful desires; Endless love ❞ "Ain't it scary? How you can have everything you wanted only to lose it next second?" She asked the picture holding it in her hand.. Her fingers brushing over the portrait taken years ago in the memory...