𝙾𝚞𝚛 𝙵𝚘𝚛𝚋𝚒𝚍𝚍𝚎𝚗 𝙻𝚘𝚟𝚎 [ C̶y̶n̶t̶h̶i̶a̶ X̶ A̶s̶h̶ X Astrid ]

PROLOGUE | SEA OF EMOTIONS

♡ ℑ 𝔣𝔢𝔩𝔩 𝔦𝔫 𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢 𝔴𝔦𝔱𝔥 𝔶𝔬𝔲. 𝔉𝔬𝔯 𝔱𝔥𝔞𝔱 ℑ 𝔞𝔪 𝔰𝔬𝔯𝔯𝔶.. ℑ 𝔡𝔦𝔡𝔫'𝔱 𝔡𝔬 𝔦𝔱 𝔬𝔫 𝔭𝔲𝔯𝔭𝔬𝔰𝔢. ♡

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The society is good at one thing only and that is to judge others.. We live in a judgemental society... I wonder how home economics can teach humans are dependant on society because asking me on personal level.. I hate it... The concept of society crushes people down.. They have to follow the rules set by the world and not break them. The second you break them you are an outcast...

I liked someone I knew would never love me back.. It scared me because I have been hurted on more than one occasion.. After everything that happened with Serena in past, I believed I couldn't fall in love...

The fact i could fall in love scared me and made me disguted in myself for some reason... Was I betraying Serena? And the fact i could lose her to someone else scared me even more.. I never wanted it... Even in those dreams.. I looked at her leaning against the railing unaware of my presence...

Humans are greedy. I was happy with how things were.. If i would have known this would have happened, i would have never showed up ever..

I still remembered the sensation of her lips on my cheeks for some reason.. That kiss embedded itself into my mind so badly i doubt i could ever forget it, ever in my life.... I know we would be destroyed completely but then again...

I like her and I can't change that fact no matter how anyone would try... She would be a part of my life I can never push aside... She made me who i am today.. She was the reason I became Midnight devil of Jubilife... She is the reason I am on top 18 of the world... She is my reason to keep moving...

I like her smile and want to protect it.
I like her voice.
I like her as a whole.

There is nothing about her i could hate aside from the fact she is lying to me about everything for now.. But she has her reasons and I know that...

"Cynthia, I fucking love you.."

I don't know why it came as a whisper she couldn't even hear.. It was a bare whisper even I couldn't hear... It seems she finally noticed my presence...

(SCENE CHANGE)

To burn with desire and keep quiet about it is the greatest punishment we can bring on ourselves... It was something that applied on all three of them.. Ash was hurting himself over his forbidden desires and so were Cynthia and Astrid... Forbidden love is the worst curse you can give to someone ever.. There was one way to describe their feelings..

"I think we're just going to have to be secretly in love with each other and leave it at that." Because they knew nothing would come out of it... Neither the unrequited and impossible love between Ash and Cynthia nor from the fake showcase of love between Ash and Astrid...

But they couldn't care less... They were young and naive... At least Ash and Astrid were.. They ain't got nothing to lose... Young people are forgiven for any mistake they do.. Thats why juvenile laws are there idiots...

The club room was empty... Every small act she did somehow managed to remind Ash of Cynthia... Astrid looked at him... With his hands intertwined with her, both of them leaned onto each other closing their eyes... Her hand was soft, almost comparable to silk.. The fingers held his hands tightly...

Ash didn't recalled this act being about kiss seeing the distance between them closing..

Act 2 Scene 2. Lines 133-136 of Romeo and Juliet... Ash recalled it... It was about when she and Romeo exchanged compliments and their promises of eternal love, Juliet compares her love with the sea... But this wasn't the kiss scene.. He couldn't recall it being a kiss scene despite a kiss scene being there..