Tears | [BoyxBoy] | English

04

Ayya - Elder brother

Nangi - Younger sister 

Akka - Elder sister

Malli - Younger brother

Amma - mother

Thaththa - father

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Sahesh's hand rested on my leg. He had his hand on my thigh underneath the desk while taking notes in class. I try not to show all the hormonal changes in my body. My face was red and my breath was catching in my chest.

'Miniru...' Sahesh squeezed my thigh and looked at me.

I put the pen down on the book and looked at him. 'Wh... why?'

'Is something wrong with you? Your face is also red. It seems hard for you to breathe.' Sahesh asked patting my thigh.

I shook my head. 'No... it's not difficult... it's just too hot here..'

Sahesh's looked at the air conditioners around us. 'These aren't working, are they?'

I smiled as his hand lingered on my thigh. We turned our attention back to the note. Mehansa comes to my mind from time to time but I was not able to do anything until home.

After the three hour class ended, we came out of the class. All of us were unconscious due to overwhelming number mind invasion.

Sahesh put his arm around my shoulder. 'Hey buddy...'

I looked at him. 'Umm...?'

'Should I try asking your sister out?' Sahesh asked pulling me towards him by my shoulders.

I watched him silently. 'Mmm?'

Sahesh grabbed my shoulder and shook me again. 'Tell me. Will it be okay?'

I nodded and looked at him. 'Why do you say you like her so much?'

He thought for a while. 'Um... she's a quiet girl. I like people like that. Besides, she is beautiful. Just like the female version of you.'

'Like the female version of me?' I asked. 'Does that mean if I become a girl, will you date me?'

Sahesh ran his eyes over my body. I spat as my face turned red. 'I don't say no. Your body is also beautiful.' My throat tightened as Sahesh sputtered.

'I...' Sahesh's father's car stopped in front of the class before I could get my words out.

Sahesh patted me on the back. 'I'll ask out your sister then.'

I stared as he ran and got into the car.

I wasn't sure how would Mehansa react Sahesh with the situation she's facing. For a moment I thought I should just let her be alone with it and stay away because other people had already made all the decisions in her life.

Clutching the bag in my hands, I went to the bus station with the aim of reaching home quickly.

As soon as I got home I went to Mehansa's room before washing my face. Unlike the previous days, her room was filled with darkness today. All the window curtains were drawn down and the windows were closed to keep out the light.

Mehansa was curled up on the bed.

This was strange to me as it was usual for her to wait for me on the bed doing some work.