Halos hindi ako makatulog sa dami ng thoughts na pumapasok sa isip ko. I almost sleep around 5hours only kagabi dahil sa daming tumatakabo. It is really hurting me but at the same time I love yhe thought that she is with me and I'll make her happy all the time.
Sino ba naman kasi magsasabi na masaya ang label namin. She's giving me mixed signal I don't know what to feel and what to expect from here. Also, I don't know how I will react and will reciprocated her feelings for me.
I decided to have a morning sight seeing outside. Kailangan kong huminga at i-gather ang thoughts ko sa dami ng bagay na tumatakbo sa isip ko.
Ang ganda ng Bohol, I love the sceneries and view here. Ang lamig ng hangin kahit may araw na. Hindi din ganoon kasakit ang tama ng araw sa balat ko. I'm just wearing a bra top and a square pants. Ang sarap panoorin ng alon. I find peace and calmness in the sea.
Inisip ko on how should I react last night. How I'll be compose on the following days with here. I know in the back of my head that I am already falling for Jolina but I never hide anything from my own actions. I love the way she treats me, the way she acts amd care for me.
I sat down in the sand, and I asking the Universe what should I do for the things. I want to become more persistent about anything. I just hugged my legs and feel the sun rays and let my toes reach the sea.
I decided to call Gab to help me with my thoughts, I know she knows me well than myself. After the 3rd try, She finally answer the phone.
"Hello, sino to?" Inaantok na sagot ni Gab sa phone halatang hindi siya tumingin sa phone niya she just answer it right away. Halata sa boses niya na pungay-pungay pa rin siya.
"Hey Gabrielle Bianca! Wake up!" bati ko sa kanya first thing first in the morning.
"Hmmm, bakit? Ang aga-aga napatawag ka" inaantok niyang sagot pa rin sa akin. I remembered na nagbar hoping sila kagabi.
"I need you, Gab." Gumaan naman ang boses ko sa pagsagot ko sa kanya.
"Why your voice sounds really sad, super rare ha. Is there anything happened?" Worried na tanong niya sa akin. Halata sa boses niya ang pagiging worried niya.
"Kind of, Ano mararamdaman mo if you asked someone kung ano kayo then, answered you na masaya lang?" I am still on the sad tone of my voice. I know she knows what I mean.
"No dude, It is kinda lame. You need a specific answer for that then sasabihin sayo masaya?" Tama nga ang iniisip ko sino ba naman kasing matino na tao ang sasagot ng masaya.
"You're right. Gusto ko lang i-ask sayo yung question na iyon. Go back to your sleep. Thank you." I said it on a low tone voice.
"Oh wait, anyare?" She asked.
"If you know, you know. I'll tell you the whole details if I comeback there at Manila" I heared a deep breathe on the other line. I know she was worried of the things I've have experienced.
"Hayyy, Poor Isla. Please take care your self ha. No one will take care of you. If there any circumtances happened please call me. I'm worried." I want to burst my emotions and tears but I need to be compose today.
"Yes, Gab." Nanginginig ko na sagot sa kanya. I know my tears will started to fall.
"Hush, Iya. Please don't cry I know you can. You can vent out on me pagdating mo dito." She knows how she comfort me and how I'll be acting up like a kid.
BINABASA MO ANG
Chasing You (Jolina Dela Cruz FanFic)
Romance"I always choose you always and always. I always hoping one day you'll choose me the way I choose you. Pagod na pagod na rin ako, Jolens" - Aria Can Aria choose her over and over again, or she will choose herself and have the freedom she have?
