Sirens Curse

Chapter 20-Blair

Blair's POV

I sat in the bed looking at the room around me. The last time I did something like this, it was with Justin. Something felt off though. What the hell was I thinking? I must be pregnant by now. I run a hand through my hair feeling frustrated. I miss Justin. He was my life now. I'm so confused. I get up and see I'm in the cabin I was in, in the dream. I walk to his closet and find a robe. I u the robe on and open the door to peer in and see Josh on the couch. I need to find a new way to get past him and out. The TV was on and he looked drunk. The only reason I left was because I was sad. I need someone who understood. I guess Josh did but I'm not sure anymore. He was a siren and I don't even want what's in me anymore.

"Josh" I said softly. I stepped out and saw him look at me lazily.

"I just realized something funny" he said giving me a rough smile.

"What?" I said wondering what he's talking about.

"You don't want this" he said his voice getting low and starting to scare me.

"How do you know what I want then?" I said challenging him.

"You want to go back to that mutt. He marked you and you miss him" He stood up and smiled at me. "At least I get one thing out of it though," he said smirking.

"And what's that?" I said scared of my answer.

"Your causing him pain" he breathed in my ear. His smile grew wide as my heart fell. My neck starts to burn and I feel like I can't breathe. I bring my hand up to my throat. I can feel his wolf whimper  for me. Regret starts to swell inside me. Tears fall from my face. He goes behind me and rubs his rough hands down my arms and tries to calm down my now rising anxiety. He makes it worse though. I don't want to feel his hands on me. I start to shake with anxiety and anger.

"He won't want you after what we did last night" he says into my ear. His warm breath makes me shiver in disgust.

"You don't know anything about him" I sob out.

"Oh sweet-heart I do though" he says pulling away from me and walking back over to his spot on the couch with a beer. He took advantage of me while I was hurt. Anger boils inside me as I think of last night. Oh Justin, where are you? I don't even remember what happened last night. He probably did another one of his mind tricks. My vision turns red  just looking at him. "Babe just go take a swim and calm down" he says annoyed.

"I will" I seethe at him. He shrugs and I stomp to the door. I twist the knob and slam the door shut. I hurriedly walk to the water wanting to get last night out of my mind. I slow as I get to the shore. Salty tears stream down my face. I can't go in. Something in me doesn't want me to. I feel like I'm doing something wrong if I do. I collapse on the sand and pull my legs to my chest. I don't even care anymore if I don't have pants on right now. The salty air makes me feel sick and I run inside. Not caring to see josh on the couch still drinking I run to the bathroom and look for the toilet. I quickly open the toilet lid and empty whatever I had in my stomach in the toilet. josh doesn't come in the whole time. I'm lad and sad at the same time. I'm glad because it'll be easier for me to leave him. I get done emptying my stomach and close the lid and sit on the floor. I sit crisscross and run a hand through my hair. Maybe it was all the new fish I'm just trying. The bad thing about him not running in is because he doesn't care. I  get up and grab the tooth brush he gave me. I look in the mirror and see I'm glowing. My tan skin is like I'm glowing. It's brighter and looks healthier than I've seen before. My eyes still look the same, sad and red. My lips are swollen and my face is red but still glowing. I spit the tooth paste out and rinse my mouth with my hand. I walk into the bedroom I woke u in and go to the walk in closet. I see a bunch of girl clothes and walk to them. I pick out some jeans and a grey sweater. I pick some socks out and boots and put them on. I walk out looking at josh on the couch. He probably drank himself to sleep. I quietly walk to the door. I open it and walk out to the sand. I remember a road just behind the house. I walk behind and walk down the path. I walk to where I feel a strange pull. I keep walking and make it to a forest. Nausea sets in and I know I can't keep going. I Go to the side of the road and puke.  I wonder into the forest feeling light headed. My vision blurs and I fall to the ground. I close my eyes, but I want to open them. Something in me just clicked. The reason Josh is upset, the nausea and sleeping with Justin and Josh. I don't know when or if I am or whose it is, but I hope it's Justin. I've come to realize, that my life is finally starting and I'm only seventeen. I'm pregnant.

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