just love me ( complete/ finish)

chapter 2

Hindi agad ako nakatulog after we make love, hindi ko alam parang may malaking bato ang nawala sa dibdib ko I felt relive dahan dahan kong tumaligid para buksan ang drawer ko I need to smoke.

Dahan dahan akong umupo sa kama ng hindi ginagalaw ang kamay ni rafaella sa katawan ko.

Kapag stress o kapag hindi ako mapakali o may niisip akong gawin na hindi ko pwedeng gawin nagcracrave ako ng sigarilyo I don't know what happen this past two days mabilis sobrang bilis at hindi ko akalain I end up with her.

Rafaella is still sleeping beside me , her long hair, her fair skin ,her soft hands and long leg is all over me, parang bata na kayakap sa nanay niya na parang takot na maiwanan siya.

I want her and I make sure she will want me too.

Last two nights pinag-isipan kong mabuti kung anong gagawin kung paraan para mapapayag kung maging akin si rafaella, I know she will not do it I must think a plan para mapapayag siya at nagtagumpay naman ako she love her tita clara ang his best friend which I cant accept, parang kumulo ang dugo ko sa tuwing naiisip kong magkasama sila.

100 days being married with her pinagusapan naming ni atty lee ang contract every details every single words lahat pinagisipan namin atty lee. He not only my atty.but a good friend also kaya sa kanya ko pinagkatiwala gawin ang contrata ng set up naming ni rafaella before and after wedding, according to him I should do a prenup for the safety of my asset once kasi na ma-annul yun kasal namin  rafaella with take the half of my company at yun ang ayaw mangyari ni atty. lee., 10 million is already big amount but a want more to give to rafaella 10 million is not enough for her for being with me pero sabi nga ni atty lee we start at 10 if rafaella will want more we can increase it now I doubt it,because before she sign the contract hindi daw nya kailangan ng pera ko so I think hindi na talaga magpapadagdag .

I was disappointed when I came to her condo last night, the night I ask her to marry me.

Bigla nalng siya nanglamig sa akin ibang side niya ang pinakita niya she is cold and brat, excited pa naman akong ibigay ang flowers ko sa kanya but all she do it put inside the table and not putting it to the vase it weird she doent like a bouquet of flowers? habang ang ibang mga babae halos hinamatayin kapag binibigyan ng bulaklak, inamin naman niya kanina hindi niya talaga gusto nag bulaklak but I like it I want it to give her flowers .

And when a guy approach her and hug her damn!parang gusto kong duruging ang mukha ng lalaki, I don't like anyone body touching her! That scene made me realize tama ang gagawin I will offered her a business proposal marriage.

Kanina sa restaurant kasama ng mga kapatid ko komportable siya at masayang makitang okay siya sa harap ng mga kapatid ko I dnt know if she was acting or it was real her.

Naalala ko yun binulog ni ali sa akin kanina.

" kuya marky raffy is a very incredible women keep her forever"

" ill try ali" yun lang ang sinagot ko.

Raffy and I we are in same boat we dnt believe in love.

Every part of my body wants to be with her calling her and craving just for her.

Sa totoo lang hindi ko alam kung papaano tapusin tong pinasok ko but one thing is sure I want rafaella I want her every day for 100 days or more.

" hmmmm" medyo naalimpungatan ata si rafaella, she open her eyes and looked at me

" bakit gising ka pa ? anong oras na ba?" tanong niya.

"maaga pa 2am palang go back to sleep" sagot ko sa kanya.

"lets sleep" parang batang humikab at yumakap lalo sa akin.

"okay" pinatay ko ang sigarilyo ko sa ash tray, pinatay ko ang ilaw at humiga ng maayos hinawakan ang kamay niya nakapatong sa akin I kissed her hair.

" goodnignt rafaella"

" goodnight babe" nagulat ako sa sagot niya. This is the first endearment niya sa akin.

I smile before I drift off to my sleep.