"mom" I gently open my eyes
"mommyyy!"
"mom your awake!"
naguluhan ako sa paligid ko, all white and kwarto tinginan ko ang sarili ko
iba na ang damit ko at maraming nakakabit na aparato sa akin I even I had a oxgen mask on my face..
"sshhhhhh guys your mom just awake dnt shout" sabay lapit ni bob sa kama ko.
"sorry ninong" sagot ng dalawang bata.
"kids bili tayo snack" yaya ni mia sa dalawa before they left me the twins kiss me.
"bob where am I? What happened? why im here?" sunod sunod na tanong ko.
"shhh Marie relax" saway nya din sa akin.
" your in the hospital here in manila. you sleeping for 2 days over fatigue and over stress ka daw you went to panic attacks again dr. needs to sedate you Para mabawi and lakas mo. anong balang balak mo patayin ang katawan mo sa pagtratraho you didn't even sleep Marie is that true? ngaala syo ang kambal they don't want to go home dito daw sila matutulog sa tabi mo, we just need to customized your bed alam mo ba yun para magkasya sila. dnt do that again" sabi ni Bob.
nakaramdam ako ng guilty sa mga anak I didn't want them to be so worried about me.
"sorry bob I just need to finish my work kailngan ko din bumalik sa states they need me there as soon as possible" sagot ko ky bob 2days is all enough anong na ang nangyayari sa publication I need to know the situation.
"Bob give my phone I need to call the publication" napaupo ako sa kama.
bob still looking at me with blank expression.
"bob" tawag ko.
" what the fuck Marie kagigising mo lang na the first thing you want to know is the work? wow I didn't know that was the important thing now. I thought you didn't change but I think you are" binuksan ni bob ang drawer kinuha ang phone at laptop ko nilagay nya sa kama ko.
"we need you more here marie we are your family. You might not need us but maybe the twins need us." his voice is also cold then he get out from the door and left me alone.
Another disappointed from the people around me.
I didn't deserve there love for me
I was a fucked up person
selfish and unworthy to love.
I dial a number and call my secretary.
"book me ticket im going back just one ticket im going alone " wala emotion na utos ko.
before midnight nakalabas na kami sa hospital we went straight to Marcus house Hindi na ako nakipagtalo wala naman si marcus para sunduin kami. still the same wala pinagbago same us before we are here.
Before I put the twins in bed kinausap ko sila what if we go back to states again and what they told me Break my heart
"mom we like it here many lolo and lola tita and tito and ninong na ninang me and mika is happy here not like in our home we are alone we just playing alone. we are happy here mom." sabi ni Ralph
"mom.. dad is here I don't want to be away from him let's stay here mommy please I miss our dog and tito but if we go back I miss dad more." dagdag pa ni mikaella.
from that point I should let go..
"but u need to go back I have a problem in the office you can stay here as long as you want," sabi ko
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just love me ( complete/ finish)
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