45.Butter

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Year 2021~

Taegyung's pov :

another year passed and nothing was sorted out between me and Jeongguk that well. Tho things were less extreme then before but the bond somehow became latent. 
It's not like any of us cared less but still some stringes were torn.  Communications became poorer and poorer day by day. From squabbling over nothing to again comforting each other . Grinding efforts. We didn't broke up but also we were not committed.  We were boyfriends again we were just fellow band members . We were Taekook but then we were just Taehyung & Jeongguk.   Two famous peoples of BTS now the world knows us individually. They know BTS.  I was popular for being the most handsome man in the world . people from worldwide dying for me.  For Jeongguk too. But now Jeongguk doesn't used to get possessive & jealous how he used to be when I used hangout w my other friends & used to give them more priority.  Concerts,tours,Sponsors and what not. We achieved everything we desired for. But also we lost something.
Now I know what the saying actually meant We have to lost something to gain something. Even the members tried to help my and Jeongguk's stray relationship but how far could they help when the goal posts were just empty.

In the summer we realized  butter. It was a hit. We were discussing moreover actually having a home party together after quite a long . Seeing everyone happy really drives away some sore part of my heart.

"Taehyungah why are you so silent in the corner . Come let's do a cheers. "Jin hyung called me with his all known worldwide famous enthusiastic smile.

"Umm. . I already took 2 shots . No more for today hyung. " I tried to gave him a same smile back for his approach but may be I couldn't fake such a good smile like my Jin hyung.

"Taehyungssi has grown up now." Hobi hyung whacked my arm.

"I am drunk & sleepy so please allow me to sleep kiddos. " Yoongi hyung whined w a loud yawn.  More sounded like a weary cat's yawn.

"Who told you to stay tho? " Jimin made a irked face and took a swig of his drink.

"No one but I know how badly you want me to stay. " Throwing him a fat wink when he glanced at him . Aish these two never skips a chance to tease each other.

"Leave some drinks for me I paid for all of them. I need to peeeeee . " Namjoon hyung threw  a loud warning & ran to the washroom. 

A subconscious smile automatically formed on my lips.  These are my hyungs.  I missed this so much . The chaos they made. The way they tease each other which is no longer available to see regularly.  But out of everyone it was only me and Jeongguk who kept an awkward silence for each other. Just giving each other a look every 10 minutes.

"why don't you guys go on a home date ?" Jiminah spoke all of a sudden turning his gaze from Jeongguk to me.

"Huh?" I was the first to response.

"Yes he is right here. Go Taetae go Ggukie.  Take Namjoon's leftover stored bottle and lock your room . And don't worry he can't break your door it is strong then his capability. " Jin hyung giggled.

"We are okay here ." Jeongguk mumbled solemnly.

"Don't be shy we already know you guys fucked so just close the door already. " Yoongi hyung  said w another sigh.

"They won't go like this.  We already know how shy you two are. Jiminah move your dumbass and let's push them to the room."Hobi hyung quickly stood up saying this and started to pull my hand. Jiminah also joined the trend and forced me and Jeongguk to end up in a room.

"Do you want Namjoon's drink  He has probably passed out in the washroom. " Jin hyung asked from the door .

"No save it for him." I laughed at his childishness.  This man never grows up .

"Alright you missed it. " And with that he slammed the door on our faces.

After keeping an super awkward silence in the room finally I choose to speak and break it "Do you want to sleep?" I had nothing to say more. No actually I had .But it wasn't coming out from my weak mind. 

"You want to?" he asked instead.

"Not yet I guess."

"Umm..let's talk then." his face looked as if he had to think twice or more to ask me that.
But why were we in this state. Who made this? I love him and I couldn't hold myself anymore to say that .

"I love you Jeongguk. "I murmured looking down.

"I love you more than you do,more then you do Taehyungie hyung."
I just hugged him immediately after that. I love him so much.
so much.

later on that night we talked about life . How it was before which made both of us nostalgic.  We sang songs.  We laughed together reminiscing funny memories of members.  We comforted each other. And Jeongguk didn't allowed me to become upset that night.  He gave me kisses to show how much he adores me still.
I also didn't back off to give him
kisses. He is the most cutest human being.  I love him so very much.Before closing our eyes we both whispered I love you in each others ears. It felt like a relaxing night after eras.



*a/n: don't get upset about it. It's what i wanted to write. I am sorry :(
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