SURPRISES | Draco Malfoy

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November 15, 1979
Dear Y/n,

I'm now 33 weeks pregnant. I told my family, like I promised. They were shocked, really shocked. But after a lot of explaining, they could finally accept it. They've been visiting a lot since they found out. Especially my youngest sister, Josephine.

I made a deal with Josephine, she'll write the last thing in this diary. She'll write in it after your birth. A few days later, she'll hand a box of my stuff to Severus. He'll give it to you when you're old enough. Josephine will label everything in the box. When I got it, and when you will get it.

I know it'll hurt you, y/n. I know it'll hurt you to read all this, get all my stuff. It'll hurt you that you never had a mother. The pain will come and go, like waves. But remember one thing, y/n. You can't stop the waves, but you can learn how to surf.

Oh, darling. I'll look after you. I'll protect you from all the bad things. I'll protect you from everything. I'll watch over you. I promise. When you think of me, remember that I love you and I watch over you.

Love, Mom.

~

December 4, 1979
Dear y/n,

One more month until I die. No, one more month until you'll live. I want to tell you to live your life, be yourself, be powerful, be grateful, be caring, be unstoppable. Be unstoppable, y/n. It'll show people who you really are.

I need to tell you about Lucius Malfoy. I've told you before that he and I were friends. I didn't tell you much about him, only that. What I didn't tell, he and I had a relationship once. It was only 4 months until we broke it off. We were in sixth year. It all started with a kiss. We fell for each other. We broke it off because we realized that, we weren't soulmates. We didn't belong with each other. It was nice while it lasted, but we needed to stop. We did stay friends of course.

He visited me a few days ago. With his wife, Narcissa. She's a wonderful woman. She's pregnant too, she's due in June. They had just found out they're having a boy.
Severus will probably let you spend a lot of time at the Malfoy's. Severus knew them well. You'll be best friends with their son, y/n. I can feel it.

I'll write you soon, I promise.

Love, Mom.

~

January 1, 1980
Dear Y/n,

I am dying. In a few hours, you'll live. I am currently in the hospital, waiting for the doctors. I can't write a lot. I'm in pain. It'll all be ok when you live. You'll live, I'll die. You're worth it.

Don't ever worry that you killed me, you didn't. I chose for it. Don't worry too much, y/n. Worrying does not take away tomorrow's troubles, it takes away today's peace.

Josephine will write the next page. She and Severus will be here any minute. Here are the addresses of my parents and sisters:

My parents: ———, London - England
Margaret: ———, Oxford - England
Josephine: ———, Londen - England

Love, Mom.

~

January 1, 1980
Dear Y/n,

It's me, Josephine. You're born. You're beautiful. Severus has accepted to raise you. I'll label your mum's stuff tomorrow, and bring it to Severus later this week.

You were born at 7:09 am. New Year's day. Everyone will count down to your birthday.

Your mother loved you. Your mother will watch over you, I promise.

You have your mothers eyes. You have her beautiful green eyes. You shine. You shine like the sun. You are the sun. Be unstoppable.

Love, Josephine.

I wiped the tears that apparently had escaped my eyes. I'll visit them soon. Maybe I'll even write them a letter.

[a/n] y'all ain't see me crying 😫