My Brothers And I (SanSiVin)

PART 77

SANDRO'S POV

I can't sleep so I decided to go to the kitchen uminom lang ako ng milk para makatulog na. Pag akyat ko napansin kong bukas ang pinto ni Simon kaya lumapit ako ng konti narinig kong kumakanta si Sirene.

Sumilip ako may kakaiba sa kanta. Nagstay lang ako dito sa labas at pinakinggan mabuti yung kanta niya. Nagulat ako after niyang kumanta ay pinunsan ni Simon yung mga luha sa pisnge niya. Why are you crying Sisi?

Hanggang sa tuluyan nang umiyak ni Sirene.

"You can tell me now." Simon said.

I feel she's worriedly to tell Simon.

Nadurog ako nung narining ko na. "Kuya Si I got a Psychotic depression." Sirene said.

May binigay din siyang papel kay Simon at tuluyan na talaga siyang umiyak. Psychotic depression? what the hell is that?

Gusto kong pumasok hindi para tanungin si Sirene o magalit dahil hindi niya sinabi sakin. Gusto kong yakapin yung sister ko, para sabihin na you can also trust me on this Sisi. I'm also your brother.

I heard Tara also knows about it. I need Tara, I need to talk to Tara about Sirene's condition. Umalis na ako baka makita pa ako dito nila Simon and Sirene.

I tries to call Tara.

"Hello?"

"Hey Tara it's me Sandro."

"Oh hey Sands, why did you called?"

"I want to ask about the condition of Sirene." diretso kong sagot.

"W-what??"

"C'mom Tara I already know everything."

"But how?"

"I heard their conversation of Simon awhile ago."

"Why don't you ask Simon then."

"I know Simon, he won't tell me that. Please Tara I need to know what my sister's condition."

"But Sirene might get mad at me. I don't want her to feel disappointed about me."

"Please Tara I'm begging you. Sirene will understand it besides I heard them. Simply said, I want to know everything. What her doctor stated please elaborate on Sirene's condition so that I can help her."

"Okay Sandro but please help her as  much as you can and not before telling your parents. Let Sirene tell them that; I can understand why she is reluctant to tell you because you tend to be both overly protective and overreactive. So just take a deep breath and attempt to understand her."

"I called you to obtain an explanation of everything, knowing that if I asked Sirene about it, I could become agitated." I said.

Tara explained everything.

Nanlumo ako sa mga narinig ko, paano na kaya ni Sirene yun. Lahat ng sinabi sa kaniya at mga pinagdanan niya. Ngayon may naging epekto sa kaniya.

"Tara, tell me now. Is it wrong that I left her in London on her own? Have I made the wrong decision?" pinipigilan ko yung iyak ko.

"Sandro no, there is nothing wrong with your decision. You just want Sirene to be independent. I told you before, right, there is nothing wrong with the decision you make for yourself."

"The decision I made hurt you too." I said.

"It's been a years Sandro everything is okay with me. I understand that sometimes we have to choose ourselves first to grow. We have to prioritize or choose ourselves."