Sitting at my desk, minding my business
A thudding noise I hear. My chest tightens, I start to shake. Please don't come in here please don't please no please stop. My breathing quickens, my eyes keep darting to the door. I try to make myself small and invisible. She doesn't come. I continue to play a game at my desk, killing enemy after enemy. I hear her screaming. My mind goes faster faster faster. I'm drowning oh God I'm drowning. My thoughts violently shake she's mad she's mad she's gonna lash out again oh no no no please. I get up from my desk, trembling and weak. I feel lightheaded. I need to run I need to get out I need out please stop no help. I run into the living room. Gotta appease her or she'll hurt me oh god I hope I'm not too late.
She's not there.
My breathing starts to slow, and my thoughts calm. Maybe she's gone, I can be safe. I can feel okay. I turn to go back to my room. There she is. Oh god no no no no no no. The world around me won't stop shaking I can't think can't speak can't breathe I'm choking please don't talk to me please don't notice me. I can't swallow the lump in my throat and my chest is a void swallowing every inch of me she's looking at me please stop looking at me oh god no no.
Her voice, like a viper, striking it's prey.
"I want to kill myself. You never help me. You need to do more. I'm a horrible bad parent why do you hate me"
Her voice keeps getting louder the fangs sinking deeper into my ears I'm bleeding again but she doesn't even care please let me out
I'm dying in here.
