Mind's a blur, rue's a curse
What am I? I've lost the ability to see
Stuck in a religion of insanity
Why should I care? Everything dies
My foundation has crumbled,
The walls of lies I built are up in flames
My head is pounding, I can't stop shaking
Nothing matters, down another vial
I ran out my funds again,
I let that fuckin demon in.
He clawed his way into my brain,
I collapsed from the searing pain.
Though my eyes bleed agony,
I can't change who I've came to be.
I desperately search everywhere,
To find something that was never there.
