10|Drifted|

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Two week has already passed and your relationship with Yunho went by smoothly but the only problem now is Jungkook. He has been acting weird like he talks to you only at school after classes ended he barely talked to you and his reason is that he doesn't want to steal your time with your boyfriend. He keeps on saying the same thing when you ask him so you accept it and decided not to bother him with the same question everytime.
"Baby.. your ready?" Your boyfie is here! You nod your head and grab your bag as Yunho held your hand interwining your fingers together. You blush lightly at the sweet gesture even though you hold hands everyday it still makes you blush.
"Let's go now shall we?"

"Jungkook went home?" Yunho asked as he was about to start the car's engine.
"Yea he went...why do I feel like he's... avoiding me?" You pout sadly cause you feel like he's avoiding you since the previous week. You barely get to see his face as you only saw him in the school because whenever you asked him if he wanna hangout he'll always come up with an excuse.
"Maybe he wants to maintain a distant now since your with me...he doesn't want to interrupt our relationship by always being with you everytime... he's not avoiding you he's only respecting the fact that his bestfriend has a boyfriend now so of course he won't cling to you all the time... I guess you would do the same if he has someone right?" You somehow agree with what Yunho is saying as it sounds right. If he has a girlfriend too obviously it would look bad if you cling to him when he has someone already.
"Your right.. I'm just overthinking alot" he flashes you a sweet smile and lift your hand up to kiss it making you smile widely. Everything he does always makes your heart race.
"Everything is fine..just focus on me..." And he lean in to kiss your lips and the kiss is getting hotter each second it will surely lead to something else.
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His mom saw him entering the house and was about to call him but he directly went upstairs before she could even say anything making her sad seeing her son like this. She knew the exact reason as to why he's been staying in his room the entire week and crying almost every night. She talked to him every night and convince him to try and move on by making some more friends but he never listen, he always say that he wants to be alone that the other girls were all fake. He only wants Y/n and no one else but that sadly can't happen.
"Jungkook...dear" she knocked on his door.
"What is it mom?" He answers from the other.
"Do you want some snacks?"
"I'll come down if I feel like eating thanks for asking mom..." she sigh then decide to not disturbe his personal time.

Jungkook unlock his phone and went to his gallary which is filled with your pictures. He smiles sadly while looking at the pictures. He knows it's wrong and he's been trying his best to avoid you but he can't fully succeed as everyday will always pass with him staring at your pictures just to make him feel your presence mentally if not physically. He feels lovesick, he misses you like crazy and seeing you being lovey dovey with that boyfriend of yours makes his blood boil with anger. That should be him not that guy who just pop up from nowhere and stole your heart.
"Fuck you Yunho" and for the very first time he cursed at someone.
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"Uhh fuck baby that was awesome..." Both you and Yunho were panting heavily after the intense hot session you just had in his car which he parked somewhere isolated.
"I never did it in a car but that was good.." you smile and peck his lips before getting off his lap to wear your clothes as he wear his.
"Are you okay?" He hold your hand and you nod your head.
"I'm totally fine! Don't worry"
"If you're hurting anywhere tell me hmm? I'll try not to be rough next time.." you blush and said a small yes
"Good girl..now let's get my pretty doll home" he smiles and caressed your head softly.
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"I don't smell like sex right?" You ask your boyfriend before leaving the car incase if you did cause your mom will lecture if she suspect anything. She doesn't have a problem with it since she knows you won't do anything stupid but you shouldn't cross the limit as in not taking proper precautions.
"No you don't infact you smell like me" he leans in to peck your cheeks and smile.
"Well then that's fine since you smell nice I don't have to worry" he chuckled and pinch your cheeks.
"Your so cute my baby~" he coo before cupping your cheeks with both hands and pecking your nose.
"Okay I should get going or else my mom will be worried"
"Sure I'll see you tomorrow then" he placed a long kiss on your lips and forehead making you smile widely.
"Hmm bye" you also peck his cheeks one last time before leaving his car. You wave at Yunho and enter your house compound.

"Mom! Dad! I'm home" you shout once you enter the house.
"In the kitchen dear!" You heard her and head to the kitchen to see her cooking tonight's dinner while your dad is standing beside her chopping some vegetables. You smile seeing your parents being like this it makes you want to be like them when you're older along with your future husband.
"What are you two making?" you squeeze in between them earning a loud whine from your dad.
"Yah Y/n don't separate me from your mommy!" How can he be your dad when he is so whiny like a kid? you and your mom laugh at your dad's behaviour
"We're trying to make lasagna...and honey please stop being a big baby and pass me those veggies.." your mouth is already watering just by the smell of the dish which is still cooking.
"This already smells so good! I can't wait to eat... I'll go take a quick shower and be right back" you left the kitchen and head upstairs to your room to take a hot bath after a tiring day and you also need to clean up after the hot session you had with Yunho at his car. It's been two weeks but you trust him enough to be physically intimate with him, you know he isn't like the other immature boys who only uses girls for sex. He wouldn't hurt you by doing something like that, you just know it.

After taking the relaxing shower you grab your phone from your bed and check some message incase Jungkook text you but there is still no text from him. The last one was last week and he just stopped texting you. You miss him. You really miss him alot though you see him every day but he seems so far away from you. You don't know why but you get that feeling that he's hiding something from you, like there is something bothering him but he isn't telling you. You sigh and decided to text him.

<Hi kookie!>

And immediately you got a reply.

<Jungkookie 🍪🐰: hey..>

<What chu doing?>

<Jungkookie 🍪🐰: about to study
You?>

<About to eat...>

<Jungkookie 🍪🐰: nice👌>

<Umm Koo can I ask you something?>

<Jungkookie 🍪🐰: yes you can ask me anything...>

<These days I've noticed you have been acting weird your sure there's nothing bothering you?>

<Jungkookie 🍪🐰:Y/n... I assure you I'm fine I'm just abit stressed as exams are approaching so please don't worry...>

<Hmm ok but if you ever feel like you need someone to be there for you remember I'm here okay?>

<Jungkookie 🍪🐰: Okie 👌>
<Jungkookie 🍪🐰: well I'm gonna start studying now so byeee...>

<Okay study well kookie 😤>

He left the message on seen. You sigh and turn off your phone after the short     conversation with Jungkook which felt like your texting a stranger. You want the old Jungkook back, this is not how he used to be, it feels like he doesn't want to be your friend anymore by the way he's trying to avoid you it feels like he's drifting away from you. Is it because your in a relationship now? Maybe you've been ignoring him unknowingly since your with Yunho..or maybe it's not related to your relationship but it's something else. Your so confused now!
"Y/n!! Dinner is ready dear!" Your dad shouted from downstairs and you decided to push this Jungkook matter aside for now and go fill your stomach first.
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"Jungkook..come have your dinner!" He heard his mom calling for him. He closes the text book and place his glasses on the study table before going downstairs to eat.
"Where is dad??" He ask his mom as there is no sign of his father yet.
"He's gonna be home late today due to some work at the company... come on dear eat up before the food turn cold" he nod and grab his chopsticks then began to eat.
"Son..have you talked to Y/n about it yet?" He stop chewing and stare at his mom for awhile as she asked this sensitive question.
"Mom.. she's happy with her boyfriend so I don't want to cause any disturbance by saying anything.." his mom agrees with what he said. He's clearly hurting himself but as long as your happy he'll be happy too.
"Your right..but seeing you like this breaks my heart son"
"Don't worry mom I'll be fine gradually" he smiles sadly. He hope that what he just said would be true but for sure it'll take time for him to be fine.

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