You're too Good for Me

ThirtyThree

YOUR POV

Winnie is exhausted. She had a school trip today, went to the station after school and joined in on the PT session that Maya was running. She also had dance after that so today has been a little busy for her.

- y/n : I know you're tired bug but you haven't had dinner. Just a few more bites

- Winnie : Mom please. I'm too tired to eat. I've eaten half

- y/n : Right. Go clean up and brush your teeth. I'll come put you to bed in a minute

Honestly I'm exhausted too. It's 8:30pm and once Winnie is in bed then I will be too.

- y/n : Night night bug. I love you lots

- Winnie : Love you too Mom

I need to fill up my bottle for my bedside cabinet and then I can go to bed. I don't want to wake up and not have a drink next to me.

Amelia x

Amelia x
Can you open the door?

I'm outside but don't want
to knock because I know
Winnie is asleep

I know you're awake, the
lights are on

Please. I don't know what
I've done to make you mad

Y/n
Door's open. Let yourself
in

I have to talk to her about what she's done because that's private information. I think I have every right to be a little upset.

- Amelia : Hey. Sorry I didn't realise you were having an early night

- y/n : It's fine

- Amelia : I bought you some left overs. I made dinner tonight and I used your recipe for sticky honey chicken and it went really well. Everyone liked it

- y/n : Right

- Amelia : You're mad at me

- y/n : Mad and upset

- Amelia : Why?

She can't be serious?

- y/n : Today, I'm at work and Arizona comes over to me. She tells me that Link has told Callie that I hurt myself to cope with everything going on. There's only one person Link could've found that out from. You see where I'm going?

- Amelia : I only told him because he would let me leave the night you got drunk. He thought I was coming over here to have sex with you and not to stop you doing something stupid

- y/n : You still told him. I didn't ask for you to come over

- Amelia : I wanted to come over because you weren't in a great place. You aren't now

- y/n : You don't know what kind of place I'm in

- Amelia : I can guess. I've listened to you have nightmares

- y/n : I wouldn't have nightmares if I could use a coping mechanism

- Amelia : Don't say that. Don't you dare say that. I'm not going to sit back and watch you hurt and blame yourself.

I get where she's coming from but I am in a fuck load of pain and I can't acknowledge it because I don't know how to cope with it.

- Winnie : Mom? Amelia?

- y/n : Nightmare?

- Winnie : Mhm

- y/n : I'll come put you back to bed

- Amelia : I'll wait here

- y/n : You can go home. I won't be back out here

Hopefully she's just going to let herself out so I can go to sleep and ignore my problems.

AMELIA'S POV

I'm not going to leave. I know I shouldn't have told Link about Y/n's coping methods but he wouldn't have let me leave without telling him why I had to go.

- y/n : You're not gone yet?

- Amelia : No. You're my girlfriend and your mad at me

- y/n : Everyone at the hospital knows how I cope

- Amelia : It's okay. It'll blow over in a few days

- y/n : It won't. Fuck. Everyone knows everything

- Amelia : I'm sorry. I didn't know Link was going to tell everyone. I didn't mean to do this. I'll tell everyone it's a lie so they don't know

- y/n : I just want a few hours where I feel alright. Where I'm not sad about Pa or blaming myself for Lewis

I've messed up and now mine and Y/n's relationship is in the middle of it.

- Amelia : I'm sorry

- y/n : Sorry doesn't work this time

- Amelia : I'm worried about you

- y/n : I'm worried about me too

- Amelia : Please let me help you

- y/n : I don't need your help

- Amelia : Our relationship is fragile, we need to be there for each other

- y/n : Do we even have a relationship anymore? I don't know if I trust you. I told you something personal and you told someone else

Ouch. She doesn't trust me. There's no relationship without trust.

Authors Note
Have a drink and a
snack please