Secrets

Part 31

"Baby please talk to us, we just need you to help us help you" Harry says to Louis gently three days later

Louis hasn't spoken a word, he's so sore and his dads words before he died just play over and over in his head

"Darling, we know this is hard and we know how much you're hurting but we can help you, just talk to us" Scott says

Edward, Drew and Andy have left to go get everyone a change of clothes and food, they thought Harry and Scott might have more luck trying to get Louis to talk if they were alone

Louis just feels so sick and sore and confused. He try's to sit up and Scott and Harry help him, he whimpers in pain but managers to sit up. Harry and Scott get him comfortable, thankful Louis is even responding

Louis takes his oxygen mask off

Harry and Scott sit either side of Louis and Louis looks at them so brokenly, the boys hearts break

"Listen to us, you mean the world to us Louis. We love you, so much. We're here for you" Harry says

"You love me?" Louis asks confused

"Louis, god, we love you so so much, so god dam much. We love you so much" Scott says swiping Louis fringe off his forehead.

"Dad said he didn't want me, why do you" Louis asks seriously

"Louis, what your dad did and said, was his problems, he had issues. We want you, we love you to pieces you are ours and the boys world. We would have broken if we hadn't have found you, if something had happened and you didn't make it Louis, we don't know what we would have done" Harry says

"We need you sweetheart, we love you so much and we will be here forever, helping you through this" Scott reaffirms

Louis releases a few tears and Scott and Harry wipe them away

"I don't want to be here again, Harry I can't do it, please Scott. I want to leave, I want my mum and I can't do this. I'm so scared and his words keep playing in my head. He told me things and I hate him. I wanted him to die but he wanted me to die and I hoped I would because I'm so sick of feeling like this and being here and I don't want to hurt anymore" Louis says sniffing and hiccuping for breath

"Darling boy, oh god we're so sorry, we are so sorry" Scott says

"We need you to talk about what happened but we want you to open up when you're ready, we're here to listen and help you through this. We will get you home as soon as we can. We absolutely promise" Harry says

"We won't leave your side while you're here, we're going to be here the whole time" Scott says

Louis looks down at his lap, he loves Scott and Harry to pieces and he trusts them so much, trusts them to be there for him and he absolutely loves them to pieces. He needs to open up to them.

"My dad told me that he never wanted me, that he only let mum have me to make her happy. He loved the other boys but not me. Said I cried to much and was a wimp, that I relied on the boys to much" Louis says brokenly

"Oh Lou, we're so sorry you had to hear that baby" Harry says gently

"He told me that he hated me more when I came out as gay, he said the stress it caused my mum made her sick, that I caused it because i'm gay. He told me he was going to go to heaven to my mum but I would go to hell because I was gay" Louis says crying by the end

"Oh darling, come here, it's okay, it's okay" Harry says as he and Scott engulf Louis in their arms

Louis absolutely breaks and it's absolutely heartbreaking for Scott and Harry to watch