Don't Run from Alpha (Yandere werewolf)

Chapter 24: An Alpha's Malice

Warning: Violence and graphic words used in this chapter.

Zack's POV~

I was staying still between the two werewolves, both of them glaring at each other. I decided to interrupt the awkward silence between them. Stumbling on what I was even going to say.

"So... How's the luna?" I said awkwardly, with a little pain too, considering what I've been through.

In a dark voice, I hear Brian reply.

"We don't discuss them."

That was the most malicious sound I've ever heard from Brian. I mean, malicious to the point even John was surprised.

Brian took a deep breath and cleared his throat, and hesitantly invited us over to the couch that the two of us used to lay on to cuddle, before all that had happened. He went over to his fridge and handed John a bottle of water, and me a bottle of my favorite soda. He knows what I liked and didn't like in the span of a year. It's a little hard to not break down right now.

Brian took some time to keep himself calm. I think I accidentally struck a nerve by bringing up the Luna. I never really found out what they were like, aside from them being a rogue at first.

John was holding me tightly, which I don't think helped the situation. I could see it in Brian's eyes that he still loves me. And I think more than ever he wants to bring me back. But that Luna is in the way of that, and even if he is the Alpha, due to the moon goddess, there's nothing he can do.

Brian looked over at me with a look of pity.

"Zacky- er... Zack. Mr. Andrews. Whichever you'd like to be called... I'm sorry. I shouldn't have left you in the woods. I was just trying to return you back to human society. But I completely forgot about how the time here at the Northern Lights pack changed you. Both mentally and physically. I know what I did was wrong. I sent my beta out to find you so I can apologize to you. I know what happened is unforgivable. And... if there's any way I can gain your forgiveness, please tell me."

I gulped with the amount of pressure of the situation. He means it. I know he means it. I know he didn't want this. I mean, every werewolf here probably fears whatever kind of "Divine Punishment" the moon goddess has. I mean, it's no different than humanity and their fear of whatever god they worship can do to them. I won't hold it against him since it seems werewolf beliefs are more strict. And I have no choice but to believe this wolf goddess or whatever exists. How else would I have become this half fox thing?

I want to ask for the things I obviously can't have. I can't ask Brian to love me instead of his Luna. And even if he does, he can't just accept me and abandon his Luna. No matter how much hate there is. Alpha's are always put on the spot. Everything they do can affect the pack. I thought hard about what he can do. And something came to mind.

I sat my soda down and got off the couch, and walked towards him. John was nervous, but let me go anyway. I walked over to Brian and hugged him, which I'm sure surprised him too.

"I forgive you. But promise me something, okay?"

Brian nodded, and couldn't help but nuzzle into me as he hugged me back.

"I promise. What do you want?"

I leaned into him more. I missed this feeling.

"Don't be a stranger. Call me Zack. Or call me Zacky. Whichever you want. Just, treat me as a friend since you can't treat me as a lover. I can't ask you for your love because I know you won't be able to due your circumstance as alpha. But even if you can't love me, please, take some time every now and then to visit me at the Lunar Star pack."