Closets Or Not| j.sims+c.johnson

Chapter 1

Jakes POV

I smiled a bit and threw my head back. I glance at Casey and he smiles at me too. The boys and I were in the recording studio today working on another cover.

"Jake!" He says and grabs my hands. I feel my pulse pick up and I flush. I had grabbed his sides and made him jump. Making his voice crack while singing.

"Sorry mate." I said and I had to force myself to not say babe. He smiles and ruffles my hair lightly. A smile plays on my face as I look at him.

A pit of butterflies erupts in my stomach. Then I smile even more. It's not that I'm gay. I'm just- um well. Casey-sexual. I guess you could say.

My mouth opened and I had to look away from Casey to do so. I caught him looking at me from the corner of my eye. He smiled and looked away from me.

Gosh I hated this. I knew Casey was homophobic. But at the same time I couldn't help but feel as if he liked me too.

"That's good for today boys." I nodded and took my head set off. Then we all filed out of the booth. I was behind Casey and I bit my lip.

"You alright Jake?" I hear from beside me and I look up to see James looking at me. I nod.

"Yeah." I say and he nods.

"The guys and I were just saying we should just stay in and have pizza." Pizza and staying in means movies. And movies men's snuggling. Snuggling mean Casey time. I break into a faint smile.

"Yeah sounds good to me." I say just above a whisper with that stupid grin on my face. My lips pressed and a smile trying to break, but I don't let it.

I glance at Casey who's looking at me. An intense look plastered on his face. Like he's thinking about something. His eyes widen as he catches me catching him staring. He flushes and. I smirk. I like making him blush. It makes me feel good inside.

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"Jake!" Casey wines as I take the popcorn bowl we shared with Tom and Barclay from him. I smile and look at him.

"Awe come on you big baby. Let me have some." I take a hand full and pass it back to him. He hugs the bowl and I glare at the bowl. Oh to be that bowl. What? What's wrong with me? I think it's official, I've lost it.

"Case. Bowl." Tom asks ad Casey sighs. Then hands the bowl to Tom and Barclay. Now Casey raps his arms around himself.

"Awe what's wrong?" I ask with amusement in my voice. He pits and crosses his arms.

" 'M cold now. Tom took the popcorn." I chuckle and shake my head. I then look back at him.

"Well you can snuggle with me." His face lights up and I slide into his grasp. His arms around my waist. I feel my pulse rise. I have to control my breathing. Have you ever like looked at your crush and they look at you, then they say something that just makes you gush? Yeah multiply that feeling by at least a thousand. I was sure everyone could hear my heart rate.

Then Casey placed his face into the crook of my neck. I try not to stiffen but fail. He smiles lightly and mumbles an apology into my neck. I try to hold back a moan and am glad that I'm able to.

"Hmmm" He mumbles and I didn't catch what he said.

"What was that Case?" I ask him and he lifts his head. Now his breath fans my neck and ear. My pulse jolts again and I have to learn to control that.

"Your heart rate is up." He says and I nod. I gulp and look away from him.

"What's wrong?" He asks with genuine concern. I chuckle.

"Nothin." I whisper and he chuckles this time. His hand tighten in front of my belly button. I suck in a breath.

"Liar. Your heart rate goes up when your nervous. Do I make you nervous?" he jokes and I laugh. I try to laugh so I can hide that fact that the answer is yes.

"No. I'm just excited bout the video." I say and he chuckles.

"Me too. Me too Jakey." He says and I snuggle back to him. Before feeling my eyes heavy. I look up at Casey who's eyes are glued to the screen.

"I think I'm gunna fall asleep." I whisper and blink and he smiles. He lifts his head from my shoulder where he had placed it. Then his breath is on my neck again. I had just controlled my breathing.

"It's okay. I'll carry you to our room." Casey and I shared a room. Reece with Chaz. Tom and Barclay. Then lastly Chris and James.

I nod with a small smile. But soon it drops as I realize I don't have the energy. I snuggle closer to Casey if that's even possible. He lets out a small puff of air and tightens his grip. This makes me smile.

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A/N

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