Jakes POV
3 Days Later
I hadn't left Chris and James's room. At all. I hadn't really moved at all. We got back and I got a lecture about scaring everyone, well what about how I felt? What if I had? How would that make then feel? Then Casey would really feel sorry.
I missed him. A lot. He was my everything and he... left me. I was broken.
"Jake mate you need-"
"No." I snapped at James and he really didn't deserve it but I couldn't help it. I don't feel in the mood or have people tell me what to do.
I wondered if Casey was out with Betsy. Kissing Betsy. Finally happy rather than pitying me. That he was finally- free. Of me and all my baggage. I would have told him. But I wasn't ready.
*Casey's POV*
I hast left me room at all. Not once. I hadn't moved really at all. I hadn't wanted to.
I missed Jake. A lot. I can't believe that I said that to him. I didn't want to I was just pissed that he didn't tell me who Jason. It couldn't be that bad could it?
Honestly I didn't care I just wanted to hold him. To have him here with me. Cause I know he loves me. But I don't know what to do.
"Casey are you alright?" I didn't know who it was but my brain didn't register it as Jake so I didn't look up.
"No." I crooked out and I closed my eyes. I couldn't do this. I glanced down at my arm and sighed. I'm sorry Jake.
*Jakes POV*
"Jake you should-"
"No."
"Jake please just-"
"No."
The heard the door slam shut and I sighed. I knew James was only trying to help but at the same time I wasn't in the mood. I just waged Casey.
I kept my hands locked together. And that was hard because they were shaking dramatically. I glanced out the window and saw that the sun was shining.
"Jake! Jake!" I looked up to see a breathless Reece standing in the door way. I raise my eyebrow at him and he looked down and spoke gravely.
"Have you talked to Casey?" I shake my head and I hear him sigh. He looks back up at me.
"Well I think you really should?" his words make my skin crawl and his voice makes my almost sick.
"Why?" I asked and hoped I didn't soon regret my question. I hear Reece sigh once again.
"Cause. He's cutting too."
*Casey's POV*
I heard banging on the door but didn't know who it was because no one said anything. I assumed that it was one of the boys. Not Jake cause he's off with Ellie and Barclay. Probably finding someone new who will trust them.
"Casey I know you don't wanna see me but we need to talk." It was Jake and his voice broke as he spoke. My head perked up and I quickly ran to the door. I flung it open and sighed. He just stood there and I wasn't sure if he was gunna come in or stand there.
"Jake." My voice was a whisper and he smiled at me weakly. I opened my arms to him and his gaze moved to my arm not to hug me. Then I pulled on my sleeve as I noticed he could see my cuts. I swore under my breath as he grabbed my arm. He was furious.
"Casey Cody Johnson!" My ware rung as he yelled at me. I backed up and he came back into the room. This was the first time he was in here in three days.
"Case." He's now crying and. I swear at myself. I had already caused him enough pain. The last thing I needed was for him to relapse. I wasn't sure if I could handle that.
"Jake stop. I'm sorry I just-"
"Couldn't handle all of it. Trust me I know." He says waving his hand ad his words cut deep into my heart. The thought of Jake cutting sickened me.
*Jakes POV*
He always said that me cutting made him feel like shit so why would he start? Doesn't he know how it makes me feel? He knows I love him, I know he doesn't love me anymore but I don't see why he would do that... he ended it- not me.
"Casey please." I whispered and looked down. I saw a tear hit the ground and I wiped my face so he wouldn't see my cry.
"You know I love you. I know you don't love me anymore but I still love you. And so do the boys so I don't understand why you felt so alone. If you felt you couldn't come to me than any of the boys. Just please don't do this." I was full on sobbing now. I couldn't bare the thought of loosing him.
"Jake- I do still love you. That's the problem."
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A/N
I'm so so sorry! This is so sad that's why it's taken me a week to write this! Please don't be mad! The next one will be soon! I'm on a bus on the way to Darien Lake a water park so... AND MY CRUH ISN'T HERE AND HE TOLD ME HE WOULD BE!!!!
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