Closets Or Not| j.sims+c.johnson

Chapter 34

Casey's POV

I nodded to Tom as he told me that I could leave soon. He just had to go fill out some papers and I could leave. But they had instructed him not to leave me alone. I thought that was bullshit. I'm fine it's just my head.

"You coming mate?" he asked and stuck his head back in the room. I fake smiled at him and nodded.

"Yeah just let me get changed real quick." I say and he leaves the room. I get up and go to change. I pull off my shirt and hiss once at the ache of not moving. I then pull off my pants. Leaving me only in my boxers. I sighed and ran my hand threw my hair. Then I pick up my shirt and toss it on. I slide on my pants then hop to get them in but failing. Then chuckle and realize I had sweat pants near by.

"Lets go Tommy." I said as I left the room. Tom jumped off the wall and took my bag. I smiled at him for taking it but frowned at the pitty that came with it. We walked through the hall in silence. And I liked it like that. If we didn't talk then we couldn't argue. I wasn't sure what we would fight about but I didn't want to fight with anyone. But then again I was going home. Going home to Jake.

*Jakes POV*

I still hadn't left my room. At all. There was a bathroom connected to our room but. I hast drank anything or eaten so I didn't need the bathroom.

My mom hand come in once and so had Chaz. Ellie still sat outside the door. Well she slept with Barc in his room but came right back in between meals and sleeping. I think she was worried about my hurting myself. I couldn't move let alone do that. If I had it would only cause more problems.

Ellie also told me through the door that Casey would be coming home today. Therefore at some point I would need to move myself to the guest room. Well one of the guest rooms. We had two. My mom and Sydney could share one and I'll be in the other. I realized the time and sighed. I needed to move.

I stood up and stretched a bit. Then I ran a hand through my hair ad began walking towards the door. It would suck if right when I opened the door Casey was there. I closed my eyes as my hand touched the handle. I peeked one open as I opened the door.

Nothing.

I sighed in relief and walked down the hall. I moved sluggishly and really needed food or sleep. I got to the room and fling the door open.

And with my luck.

Sitting right there is Casey Freaken Johnson.

*Casey's POV*

I knew Jake was in our room sulking so I came to the guest room. He didn't want to see me. So I wasn't going to bother her. As much as it hurt to not see him or days on end. I mean I love him so spending any time without him is like some part of me is missing. Now I can't hardly breath because it feels like a part of me hates me.

"Case you ok?" Tom asks as we drive. I nod slowly and tug on my sleeve over and over. Toms eyes open widely as he sees this. Suddenly the car stops and pulls over. I kick my feet down from the dash board and look at him. His hands are tight on the steering wheel and I sigh.

"Casey Cody Johnson." I knew that voice. That also was the voice that he used when Jake pants James on national tv. But it was worse now.

"Tom Mann." I say in the same voice with a smirk. He sighs and turns to me.

"Case don't play stupid. You know what I'm talking about." His voice is hard but better than before. I sighed and tugged the sleeve on my sweat shirt up. I heard Tom sigh as I did this and I looked anywhere but him or my arm.

"Casey I-"

"Tom don't go and give me a big fucking lecture about how it's bad and how I shouldn't do it. That I should have told someone but no one understands. My boy- boyfriend tried to kill himself. All I can see is that night. I'm all alone. And he left me all alone now. He resorted to this when I left him. Now we've switched roles."

Tom didn't say anything. Just sighed and gripped the steering wheel. I wanted to be with Jake. I wanted to be in his arms.

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I climbed out of the car. I hoped that Tom wouldn't say anything. At all. But I knew that hope was limited. If he told Jake it would kill him.

I went to a guest room knowing that Jake would be in our room. I hoped he was okay. Cause if he wasn't then I don't know if I could fix him. Not that I didn't want to. That I wouldn't be able to. He wouldn't let me near him.

The door opened and sighed. I turned to yell at Tom but stopped as I saw it wasn't him.

It was Jake.

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