Closets Or Not| j.sims+c.johnson

Chapter 31

Jakes POV

I couldn't move.

I couldn't breath.

The next thing I knew I was in my room packing a small bag. My mom and Syd followed me. Mom was trying to talk to me but I couldn't hear her. I was too focused on.... well Casey.

"Jake!" my mom yells and it causes me to flinch.

"Honey are you alright?" Her voice is soft but I'm angry and scared and upset.

"No I'm not! Casey's in the hospital and I don't know what to do! I- I can't loose him!" I was yelling and gripping my hair. But when I looked up I saw a terrified look on my sisters face and I froze. I stopped and dropped to the ground.

"Jake honey I get that he's your best mate but-"

"No mom he's not my best mate." I said and I couldn't quit think straight. I was in a blur.

"What he's-"

"He's my boyfriend mom. He's not my best mate Casey's my boyfriend and he's the reason I'm alive." She didn't say anything. She gave me a blank stare and I swore in my head.

Then I looked down and saw that Sydney had her arms around my waist. She seems to be crying but I couldn't figure out why. She gripped my shirt and all I could see was my baby sister crying. I didn't know why and I didn't know go to beat because of it. That's how I solved most of her crying. Beat the person who hurt her. But I couldn't beat anyone for this.

"I love you Jakey. No matter what." Her voice was soft but now I knew why she was crying. She thought that I thought that I was afraid to tell her and mom about Casey and I because I thought they would disown me. She thought that I thought that they would no longer love me. To be honest I was afraid of that.

"I love you to Syd." She smiles and grabs into me tighter. Then another pair of arms rap around me and I feel my mom crying. It was her opinion that I was afraid of honestly. My mom hating me and calling me.... well yeah. That.

"Jake lets go." She says sniffling and I feel my heart speed up. She's kicking me out. I hang my head and nod. I hug Syd and my mom looks at me.

"She's going too silly." She's kicking Sydney out too? Why? I look at me mom and find her handing Sydney a jacket and Sydney finishing packing my bag.

"Mom-"

"Well if we're gunna go see your boyfriend we need stuff. Sydney and I will pack and in half an hour we're leaving." I felt my heart slow down. She wasn't disowning me. She was coming with me to see Casey.

Casey.

I wondered what was wrong with him. What if he tried to kill himself? what if he got hit by a car? What if he got attacked? What if part of my old gang found him? There were so many scenario running through my head. I couldn't breath for a moment and decided to call Charlie.

It rang twice before he answered.

"Jake hey what's-"

"Why is Casey in the hospital?" I ask as I cut him off. Usually I would have let him finish but I was too concerned about Casey.

"It's his head. He's got terrible migraines. He passes out." I felt my pulse both slow down and speed up. Why hadn't he told me about his head?

"Okay. Well mom, Syd and I are are our way. We'll be there soon. Ill see you soon Chaz." I spoke in a rush and threw more of my clothes into my suit case. I hadn't even been home for two days. I was supposed to be here for two weeks. Oh well.

"Ok see you soon Jake" before hung up I told him to wait.

"Wait- if he comes too before I get there don't tell him I'm coming. Tell all like boys to say that I don't know." I couldn't almost see Charlie scowling at my words. But I hear him sigh.

"Okay mate whatever you say." Then we say goodbye and hang up. I look up and see my sister with her jacket on and her bag packed. I smile at her and she comes over and hugs me. I hug her and she kisses my cheek.

"Mom! You almost ready?!" I hear a clatter from upstairs and then mom comes down with her bag.

"Yeah let's go honey."

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