Closets Or Not| j.sims+c.johnson

Chapter 22

Jakes POV

He pulled back and I thought he was going to bolt like last time but he didn't. He looked at me and I couldn't look at him. I loved him but I couldn't do this. I didn't have enough energy in my life for this.

"Jake I love you." I smile and flash my gaze to him up from under my lashes. He's not longer crying but I could tell from the stains on his checks and his eyes eye bright red.

"I love you too Casey." I still can't look directly at his eyes. I feel like maybe this is a dream. That I'm still asleep and this was all a dream. But I know it's not or I wouldn't be acting this way. I would have jumped Casey bones the moment he said that. But I wouldn't because I was insecure. About my height. My body. My scars. My acne. My voice. My friends. My past. Everything.

"Jake I have a question." His voice is soft and sweet and his face is barried into the crook of my neck. He can't look at me while saying this so I sigh. This can't be good.

"Jake, will you be my boyfriend?" I looked up at him for a moment and scanned his eyes. He seemed to be nervous and wanting an answer.

"Casey I-" What was I going to say? of course I wanted to, but was it a good idea? I wanted him, who wouldn't? Oh jeez.

"Yes." I say with the most certainty as possible and I smile. He breaks into a smile and places his lips on mine. They're soft as always but today they're a bit chapped. Probably because he was waiting here for me to wake up.

I then realized I didn't know how long I was out. Did anyone call my mom? I sure hope they didn't use my emergency contact. Jason was still set as my emergency contact. I had yet changed it. Then Casey pulled back and looked at me.

"Are you okay? You don't seem too focused..." He tails off and looks down. I smile and kiss his cheek. He glances up at me.

"I'm just a bit worried.... did anyone call my mom?" I ask and he laughs. I look at him confused.

"You were thinking about you mom while we were kissing? Jakey you have problems." He had no idea. I smile and shake my head.

"No I mean yeah but. Also did you guys my emergency contact?" I ask and I feel my blood pressure shoot threw the roof. My monitor starts going off and Casey looks at it with worry. He grabs my hand and it slows a bit.

"We called you mom. Her and your sister have been her for a couple days almost. And no we didn't use the emergency contact. I saw that you had a guy named Jason as it and I wouldn't let them use it." My heart rate dropped as soon as he said he didn't call Jason but I also was afraid that Casey was going to ask about Jason. I couldn't tell Case about that.

"Okay. My mom and my sister have been her for two days too said, how- how long was I out?" I ask him and look down as fast as I can. He sighs and runs a finger over my knuckles.

"Little over two days." I smiles as I realized that he knew exactly how long. I gripped his hand and he looks up. He saw the smirk on my face and looks down.

"How long exactly?" I ask and he says nothing after a few seconds. He then mumbles something I look at his eyes. They're focused on our hands.

"What was that babe?" I ask hopping its alright. He smiles an bits his tongue. Then spits it out.

"Two days, five hours and three minutes." He says and I smile. Then. I hug him. A blush tints his face and I smile. He's so cute I can't stands it. Is this how the fans feel about us? if so I'm glad they feel like this.

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A/N

Jason.... JASEY OFFICIAL!!!!! Screaming!!!! I'm seeing Pitch Perfect 2 tomarrow and my weekend is kinda full so don't hate me if I don't update.

QOTD?- What's worse knowing the book isn't over and the chapter ending on a good note of a cliff hanger?

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